Messages.

I was studying and I did not realise I had any calls or messages .
When I check , I had 3 missed call and 1 message .

Message
:Bleh kol hp ni jap..pls..i had a bad dream tadi..jap je i nk tok ngn u..

So I called him .
With a very sad voice he said he dreamt that I was killed .
He dreamt that we were in a cable car and it dropped .
He survived and I didn't .
He said he dreamt another bad bream @ his workplace too .
He dreamt I had an affair with another guy .

So the I went back to studying and I receive another message .

:I tknk naik cable car..i takot pasal mimpi i tadi..i tknk kehilangan org yg i sngt syg..i nk kahwin ngn u..i tknk u kahwin ngn lain org..i tknk..i takot kehilangan u..i btol2 takot..i menyesal slama ni ape i uat..i tknk lukakan ati u lagi..i syg u..i btol2 da berubah..i tknk u pegi dari idop i..i tkle..u,i sygkn u..i feel like crying..jgn tinggalkan i..jgn benci i..jgn dendam i..i sanggup uat pape untuk u..aslkan jgn minta breakup lagi..i tknk..

I was in the middle of replying his message then I received another message form him .

:Marah la i kalau i uat salah..tapi jgn benci i and jgn tinggalkan i..jgn cinta org lain..jgn tk angkat kol i..jgn tk reply msg i..kasi i peluang yg terakhir untuk i buktikn cinta i kali ni..i beg u..i cintakn u..u,i syg u..i cintakn u..u,i syg u..percayalah i..i bukan sweet talking atau ada ape2 niat buruk kat u..i ikhlas cintakan u..

And again .

:Sumpah i tk cinta pompan lain,ingtkn pompan lain atau ada hati kt pompan lain..hati i slalu ingatkn u dan ingin bersama u seumur hidup i..i cuma nk dgn u..bkn org lain..syg,btolkn u tk pikirkn laki lain? even Azrai?

:I da tak sayang . Buat ape i buang masa i pikirkan diorang ? I ada seorang yang amat mencintai i kat sini .

:Terima kasih syg..i sygkn u..i tkn sia2kn lagi peluang yg u beri i..syg,one day,just stare into my eyes..u cn see thru it,how much i love you..afiqah,i janji, iakn kerja keras and simpan duit untuk future kita..i janji i tkn susahkn u lagi..i akn support u..


I love you Hilman . I need you every single day to live .
I really cannot live without you .
Even if you leave me a day alone without hearing your voice , I can't .
I will never leave you .
I love you so so much Hilman .

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