Day 348

I baru sampai rumah from school .
My test was 6-8pm .
AND I TAK ADE CONFIDENCE FOR THAT PAPER !!!
AHHHHHH !
I padahal belajar sey ! I think I just didn't study enough .
It's like everything I studied just wanish form my head !

Sayang , I keep on repeating this song , "You don't know me"

"You think you know me, but you don't know me
You think you own me, but you can't control me
You look at me and there's just one thing that you see
So listen to me... Listen to me!"

You used to be so mean to me .
When I was the one who love you the most , you keep on bringing me down .
But right now when you realise you're deep in love with me , I'm in control of myself .
I'm stronger now . I can live for 1 year without you . I survived .
But read the other part of the lyrics :


"And the longer that you stay
The ice is melting
And the pain feels okay
It feels okay
Hey..."

 Even if I'm in control . Even if I lectured you for the whole 4 hours ,
you know my heart yearn for you every single day .
Even me , who is a stubborn girl , can just go soft just for you .
And I will change for you too .
You're the only one I'll always love .
Always .

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