Day 316

It is 5:21am right now .
So it's already 1st of January .
Happy New Year Sayang .

As promised , I made many videos for you .
Just to prove to you that I did not go anywhere .
I listen to you sayang . Even when you are not here .

Sayang I miss you so bad .
You are my first real love .
You are the first person I kiss .
I can never leave you .
Leaving you is the same like killing myself .
You are always THE one . The only one .
Even if I have to leave you one day ,
you know my heart disapproves of it .
I love you a lot sayang .

Please just stop . STOP hurting me .
Stop making me cry every single day .
Sayang , kite belum kahwin pun tau .
And if this is what it will become ,
I honestly taknak kahwin dengan you .
Let me trust you , give me some hope that you can build a great family .
If you can't , there is no need for US .

My love has always been you .
My heart has always belong to you .
Only you .

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