Day 315

Hello sayang .
It's 4am right now . And I'm not asleep .
Not new to you I guess .

I'm not gonna dwell on telling you what I did today .
I just need you to know something .

Every single time we fought , what do you really feel ?
What was really going through your mind ?
Did you feel like you wanted to win or
did you feel like you just wanted it to stop ?
OR did you feel like breaking up with me ?

We fought a lot of times . Too much actually .
And you got sick and tired of it . I know .
You would just agree on breaking up with me than to run after me .
I'm sick and tired too .
Sick and tired of your LIES and CHEATS .
That is why I keep on breaking up with you .

But the real thing that is going trough my mind , you will never know .
The clues are right there infront of you .
It's too obvious .

I love you .

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