Day 311

Hello sayang !
It's 3:21am right now . Belum nak tidur lagi .
Aaaaaaannnnnddd , I RECEIVED YOUR LETTER .
LIKE FINALLY . Pfft !
And yah , you did not send to anyone else .
The letter is the one that arrived late .
Sorry for being so angry at you . Sorry . . .

Sayang ,  if something bad happen to me ,
you know that you still need to move on right ?
Takde jodoh sayang , nak uatpe kan . Da masanya pun .

Sayang let me quote something you wrote .
"Please beri I peluang yang terakhir untuk betul-betul berubah you . . I janji I akan berubah jadi seorang yang baik dan I takkan hampakan you lagi kali ini . . I betul-betul sayangkan you . . I ingin hidup bahagia dengan you seumur hidup I . ."
Do you know that whatever you wrote there has been repeated thousands of times ?
Handphone I baaaaanyak message you tu .
Sekarang bila you masuk ni , boleh I percaya tu ?
I really really want to believe that .
Do you know that every single time that you said that , I believed you ?
I start anew and hoping that you really mean what you said .
But see where you are now .
Sayang , I tak marah . Cuma I really susah nak percaya you .
But when you keluar , I will believe your every word .
I will just go with the flow and see where it will lead me .

I'm glad you see what I've been doing for you .
I won't give up . I will keep trying to change you .
But I can only be there for you and help you .
You yourself need to change sayang .

I simply love this surat yang you bagi I .
I keep on reading this line ,
"Really addicted to you . . Can't stop loving you . ."

Oh , sayang anyway I want you to sing me Tulus by Radja bila you keluar .
I DON'T CARE . Hehe (:
Because I like this verse :

"Tuluskah hatimu mencintai aku
bila aku pernah menyakiti hatimu
Maafkan aku, lupakanlah aku
bila itu maumu

Tuluskah hatimu mencintai aku
bila aku pernah melakukan salah
Maafkan aku, lupakanlah aku
namun jangan tinggalkan cintaku"

DO NOT THINK THAT I WANT TO LEAVE YOU .
It is just that when I listen to that song ,
it makes me think of you singing to me .

I miss you a lot sayang .
Wish I could visit you everyday .
Love you a lot .

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