Day 308
Hello sayang .
Today my cousin tunang .
I actually taknak ikot . Then my abang merajok dengan I .
So I ikot . Hmph !
I see no point of following . Tak uat pape pun .
Lagi2 sebelah bapak I . Urgh .
After that straight to Nex Mall and buy electronic things .
Sayang ! I'm trading in my iPod 4 to iPod 5 !!!
YAY ! Nasib boleh trade in ! HOORAY !
Anyway sayang , talking about tunang and all . . .
Kalau you , you nak tunang atau terus nikah ?
I'm asking only tau .
Kalau I kan , I terus nak nikah .
I dengan you da nak masuk 6 tahun , uatpe nak ikat2 lagi kan ?
Terus nikah pun best .
Tapi kalau lelaki lain . . . EH MANA ADE KAAAAAAN ! HEHE !
A week left until my school starts . URGH .
Love you sayang .
#
Time : 3:01am
It's morning . I just finished watching a love series .
And now I'm typing all this in my computer to write to you .
You know what it is right ?
You know what I'm going to talk about right ?
Anything involving Love , I will always think about you .
I hated you . I HATED you for what you did .
You left me alone , broken and lost .
I literally went NUMB knowing I couldn't see you for a year !
IS THIS WHAT YOU CALL LOVE ? , SAYANG ? , CINTA ?
Nothing you did showed that you loved me . NOTHING .
You left me crying every single night .
There were times I just wanted to leave you .
Just leave you and move on .
But every time I tried , I turned back yearning for you .
I tried to cheat . Frankly I did .
But I can never cheat on you again .
Even though the hurt you have given me is too much , I still couldn't .
5 years back , all I see you as a handsome guy who's mine , nothing more .
And 5 years back , I honestly don't know what you see in me .
But you choose me still .
You once told me ,
"Kalau banyak perempuan depan I lagi 10x lawa , I tetap pilih you ."
Those are all sweet talks at that time . I know .
But now , tell me sayang , who am I to you now ?
You said you love me , you said you care .
But why am I here feeling so hurt and crying because of you ?
I love you , don't take this the wrong way .
Yes I forgive you .
But you yourself know that I just can't forget .
Moreover the pain is still fresh .
I will forget soon . But not so soon sayang . Not so soon .
I love you .
Always and forever till eternity .
Today my cousin tunang .
I actually taknak ikot . Then my abang merajok dengan I .
So I ikot . Hmph !
I see no point of following . Tak uat pape pun .
Lagi2 sebelah bapak I . Urgh .
After that straight to Nex Mall and buy electronic things .
Sayang ! I'm trading in my iPod 4 to iPod 5 !!!
YAY ! Nasib boleh trade in ! HOORAY !
Anyway sayang , talking about tunang and all . . .
Kalau you , you nak tunang atau terus nikah ?
I'm asking only tau .
Kalau I kan , I terus nak nikah .
I dengan you da nak masuk 6 tahun , uatpe nak ikat2 lagi kan ?
Terus nikah pun best .
Tapi kalau lelaki lain . . . EH MANA ADE KAAAAAAN ! HEHE !
A week left until my school starts . URGH .
Love you sayang .
#
Time : 3:01am
It's morning . I just finished watching a love series .
And now I'm typing all this in my computer to write to you .
You know what it is right ?
You know what I'm going to talk about right ?
Anything involving Love , I will always think about you .
I hated you . I HATED you for what you did .
You left me alone , broken and lost .
I literally went NUMB knowing I couldn't see you for a year !
IS THIS WHAT YOU CALL LOVE ? , SAYANG ? , CINTA ?
Nothing you did showed that you loved me . NOTHING .
You left me crying every single night .
There were times I just wanted to leave you .
Just leave you and move on .
But every time I tried , I turned back yearning for you .
I tried to cheat . Frankly I did .
But I can never cheat on you again .
Even though the hurt you have given me is too much , I still couldn't .
5 years back , all I see you as a handsome guy who's mine , nothing more .
And 5 years back , I honestly don't know what you see in me .
But you choose me still .
You once told me ,
"Kalau banyak perempuan depan I lagi 10x lawa , I tetap pilih you ."
Those are all sweet talks at that time . I know .
But now , tell me sayang , who am I to you now ?
You said you love me , you said you care .
But why am I here feeling so hurt and crying because of you ?
I love you , don't take this the wrong way .
Yes I forgive you .
But you yourself know that I just can't forget .
Moreover the pain is still fresh .
I will forget soon . But not so soon sayang . Not so soon .
I love you .
Always and forever till eternity .
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