Day 299

IT IS THE END OF ATTACHMENT SAYANG !
Okay , before I forget , I want to tell you something .

Just now your mum called me .
She told me about the 3 hours visit in January .
I was excited because it was schedule on 16 JANUARY .
SIXTEEN .
BUT ! No outsiders allowed . Only family .
But it's alright right ?
You'll be out soon sayang .
It's okay kay sayang . We'll be in each other's arms soon .

I will always love you sayang .
I miss you a lot .

Sayang , do you remember the time when you got to know about Ahn ?
I don't want you to remember about it actually .
But I need you to know this .
I don't know whether I did talk about this before .
And if I did , sorry for repeating it again and again .
I'm sorry for hurting you .
I know how hurt you were when you knew about that .
Your heart sank greatly . You could just stare at the ceiling .
Nothing you could do to change what had happened .
I know you hated me for what I did . Do not lie .
You hated what I did , but somewhere inside of you believe me .
You believed that I will stay and be with you forever .
Because you know that I love you more than anything else in the world .
No one can love someone as much as I love you.

I always remind myself that every single day .
You might have betrayed me and also lied to me .
But I know even after all that , you still do love me .

We had all our bad memories .
We can learn from them or we can also choose to continue doing bad things .
Which one do you choose sayang .
If you choose the wrong path , I might leave you , Forever .

I love you .