Day 281

Sayaaang . . .
I'm taking a break from studying right now .
I've been studying since 8pm .
Right now it's 1:10am .
Don't be angry okay sayang ?
I know I've been sleeping late , but I need to .
I have to pass my common test .
I might be sleeping really late .
Maybe at 5 ?

Anyway sayang , GOOD NEWS ,
My paper just now was easy !
I manage to do each and every questions .
My sleepless nights on the weekends really paid off !

Sayang , in EXACTLY 3 more months , I'll be in your arms again .
I still remember when you were inside for the first 3 months .
I was in attachment . I was crying too much .
And then school starts . Things are still not good .
But then slowly I make myself busy with a lot of things .
And I was able to go on with my life without you .
I am, stronger than I thought I was .

I think I've been depending on you to do everything for me .
And I didn't even thought of what if I do not have you one day .
Since I'm more independent right now ,
I'm just afraid I don't need you anymore .

I'll love you still .

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