Day 267

Tomorrow is Deepavali !
IT'S HOLIDAY ! YAY !
But gonna stay home and study .

Sayang , it got me thinking .
Bila you belum masuk and you are still next to me everyday ,
I cheat on you not once , not twice but three times .
I hurt you a lot of times . Too much that I myself can't count .
But why when you are not here in my sight at all ,
I didn't even cheat on you ?
I did not even think of cheating on you .
I cannot even think of one time that I gatal dengan laki lain bila you kat dalam .

Sayang , I want to be with you forever . Believe me , I want to .
But (I really wish there isn't a "but") are you sure you can support me in the future ?
When I was young , yes , all I think about is Love . All I need is your love .
And when our love is perfect , all I need to know now whether are you up for an eternal love ?
I'm 19 right now sayang . I want to study first before thinking about all of this .
And I don't want you to think that I pentingkan my studies sayang .

Ingat tak you kate in 3 years from now baru you want to kahwin ?
I will definitely agree to that sayang .
You will be 28 and I'll be 23 . Why not ?
But are you even ready by then ?

Whenever you want , I will still be the one for you .
I love you .

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