♥ LoveLane LoveStory ♥

HAPPY 3 YEARS 2 MONTHS ! HAPPY 38TH MONTHSARY ! HAPPY 1157 DAYS ! Straight after school , I went to his house . He wanted to fetch me from interchange . But he was too late . But it's alright , we finally meet . He bought for me carrot cake ! Hee (: I was damn tired . I slept on his sofa and he was beside me the whole time . He never leave my side . He woke me up and said that he wanted to cook spaghetti . I sit up and told him . let's go and cook ! (: We bought all the ingredients and cook it @ home . His mom help too . Frankly , that was the best time of my life ! (: I fell asleep later b/c of my flu . He gave me pills for my flu and told me to go to sleep . It was sweet and caring of him to take care of me . Before I was asleep , I can feel him rubbing my forehead . I like the way he touch me . I can feel how deep he love me . I have to go home @ 10 . ): This was the last message from him that night . : Syg,i'm very hapi today..terima kasih u atas segalanya..u jumpa i al...

Click HERE and see what I meant by yesterday's fight . I was hungry . I said that TWICE . But you insist on staying @ home . You said , "Tunggu sampai cerita ni habis eh ?" And it was like another 30 minutes more . I said again , "I lapar , you" Still , you are sitting on the sofa . Then you saw me angry . That was when you finally wanted to go down and buy for me something . Then I said , "Tak payah la . I tak lapar . I nak tengok cerita ni" And you insist on going . I repeat that almost 5 times but still you took my money and put on your shirt . I said , "You nak gi mane ?" Then you said that you are going down and buying for me food . I repeat to you that there is NO NEED to buy for me anything . You threw the money after that . HOW DARE YOU ?! I packed up all of my things and you were beside me picking up my money for me . You said , "You da nak balik ?" I kept quiet . After I packed my stuffs , I headed for the door and you ...

Happy 37th Month-sary ! One more month past . It have been 37 months ago when I first be with you . I just couldn't believe we got this far together . There are so many rough times that we've been through . But we are all in this together that makes us still strong . I remember the first time when I meet you . It was so funny . I don't know you well , and you don't know me . It was so awkward . But somehow , we did get through everything . Remember the first time we went out together ? You were in your bad mood . That was the first time I ever seen you angry . I was scared . I wanted to go away . But I don't want you to leave me . You were still immature that time . You were really stubborn . And I know I love you to even let you go . Now we've change . You are much much more understanding . You care alot for me . And I know I will never get a guy like you anywhere . Till my last and final breath , I will always love you .

H A P P Y 3 R D Y E A R How I wish the kiss last longer . (: Nevermind , I know I will always get that kiss everyday . B/c I know , we will never have an ending . I swear I will be with you . I swear I will never hurt you ever again . I swear I will be there for you even if it's impossible . I swear I will take care of you . I swear with all my heart , I will love you till eternity ! Trust me . (:

Sayang , Today was the best day . I had fun being with you . I love having fun with you and not thinking any negative thoughts . I have stop thinking about any negative thoughts . You don't know how happy I am . I smiled everyday . I like this feeling . And I wish it will never go away . You trust me . You believe in me . And now I will too . You filled my heart . You replace my heart . If you're gone , I'll die . I love you till my heart stop beating .

Like I said in the message , "I boleh maafkan seseorang. Tapi SUSAH nak lupakan" SUSAH , bukan tak akan . There is a different . Below are the thoughts that I kept on thinking about . You say : okay , you nk main game nih kan ? okay this time you do your own thing and i do my own thing okay ? Me : I don't want ! You : Ape yang don't want ?! You nk prangai sngat kan ? Let see who can win this game . Me : I don't want laaa ! You : Hey ! I don't give a damn ! Fuck you . (Then you hang up) I don't bother to call you back . I went to sleep and soon you called me back . You : You besok tk jumpa I ? Me : You yang prangai . You : Nk jumpa tknk ?! Me : You nk tknk ? You : You ade sen tk besok ? Me : Takde . You : Kay byebye . I was super hurt by you . Do you know that this thing happens on Valentine's Day ? And it wasn't even my fault . You - You know what is the meaning of BOSAN? Me - Ya ? You - Kau tau tak yang kau tu BOSAN! I just keep quiet . I don...

I can't . I just can't . I can't take it anymore . I'm changing . Just wait and see . But whatever it's keeping inside of me , I wouldn't want to let it out ever again . I know you are my everything . You will always be my everything . But sometimes something I have to keep to myself . I cannot control my feelings . Anytime in one day , my feelings can change anytime . I can talk happily with you . But inside I'm hurt . But when after we hang up the phone , I can be angry with you with no reason . I don't know why . But what I know I can't live without you . I can't make a day without knowing you are alright . You are right , I've been thinking about what I want and not what you want . I'm really sorry . Keeping something that is a bother is not good for anyone . Especially me who have a weak heart . I need you to know this : I always think we won't make it together in the future . : I always think that one particular day you going to...