Valentine's Eve .

He sold the iTouch that I bought for him for his birthday .

Who wouldn't be angry?

I'm hurt . I'm angry . I'm sad .

I feel every type of emotion .

I really am going insane .

I spoke to him everything that I just have to say .

He sat there doing nothing .

I cried badly , he just sat there .

I asked him repeatedly whether will he do something , he just sat there .

I talked to him since 9pm till 11:20pm .

At the last ten minutes, I told him to look at me in the eye and say that he loves me .

He gave me all types of reason saying that he was cold .

I can't believe he couldn't do a simple thing like that .

I cried .

I can't believe that a guy that I have loved for almost 5 years ,

can't even look at me in the eyes and say that he loves me .

I then told him that I want him to leave me .

I asked for break up .

My last bus is coming in less than 15 minutes .

I stood up and wiped my tears .

I stood in front of him and say , "Can I hug you?"

He stood up and open his arms and I hugged him .

I let out all my single tear that moment .

And I keep on repeating,

: I will always love you .

: ALWAYS

: I akan sentiasa cintakan you .

As soon as I say , "I'm going now," he started crying .

He hugged me tighter .

He wasn't letting go of me .

I hugged him back .

He cried harder and harder .

I wiped his tears .

We kissed , he responded my love for him .

But I told him , "Tinggalkan I."

He started crying again .

I wiped his tears and said please .

I hugged him for the last time and said , "I will always love you sayang , always."

Remember that and hold on to my love sayang .