Our plans.

My exam is just over sayang .
Do you remember we planned to have fun after today ?
Do you remembered our plans to Paul Smith ?
Do you remember our "plans" ?

It was all burn down as soon as you went to prison .
How can I live without you sayang ?
How can I live knowing that you are suffering inside prison ?

I just got to know that you are at Changi Prison DRC .
Hatim told me .
Whenever I want to visit you , I need to have a visit card holder .
And I have to get that through your mum .
I can't go there myself since I'm not a family member .

I just came back from Lavender , ICA Building .
The place where you took it .
It hurts going there .
But I have to send an application form .

Writing in this blog somehow makes me feel like I'm talking to you .
Even if I know that in reality , you don't know anything .

I think I'm feeling better .
I just need a little bit more time to completely be alright .
I think by visiting you at least twice a month would be better for me .

I'll see you soon sayang .

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