♥ LoveLane LoveStory ♥

Hello sayang . It's 4am right now . And I'm not asleep . Not new to you I guess . I'm not gonna dwell on telling you what I did today . I just need you to know something . Every single time we fought , what do you really feel ? What was really going through your mind ? Did you feel like you wanted to win or did you feel like you just wanted it to stop ? OR did you feel like breaking up with me ? We fought a lot of times . Too much actually . And you got sick and tired of it . I know . You would just agree on breaking up with me than to run after me . I'm sick and tired too . Sick and tired of your LIES and CHEATS . That is why I keep on breaking up with you . But the real thing that is going trough my mind , you will never know . The clues are right there infront of you . It's too obvious . I love you .

Sayaaaaaaaaaang ! I just came back from Wild Wild Wet ! It was really SO fun ! I went there with my cousins , Fatin and Aqilah . Aqilah is so cute sey sayang ! I love seeing her having so much fun . I just wished that you were there too . You can have fun with us . I always imagine that you were there with me when I'm having fun . I will always picture you and I having fun in the pool , laughing . But all I have to do is wait 2 more months . Things may change . But leaving you is never my choice . I love you so much sayang . Too too much .

I BOUGHT A NEW iPOD TOUCH ! I HAVE TO SAY THAT ! Hehe (: I trade in my iPod touch 4 with iPod touch 5 !!! LAWAAAAAAAAAAAAA ! Hehe (: Suka sangat !!! Okay okay , I chill . Hehe (: Today I went to Jurong Point at BoonLay . Asyik daerah East side je , so I gi west and meet my cousin , Yaya . We walked around to find baju swimming for tomorrow . Then after that I balik rumah dia and lepak skejap . Lepas maghrib baru I dengan Nisa , adik Yaya , go to my house . I have sleepover at my house today ! So right now no one is asleep yet ! We all are playing The Sims after this . I know , you mesti kate I tak habis2 . WHATEVERRR . TATA ! MMUAH !

Hello sayang ! It's almost 12am now . I think I might be sleeping soon since I'm going to bank in the morning . Anyway sayang , my back is not better yet . It is still the same . I might be going to see doctor tomorrow . What's the cause of that sey ! Frustrating much ! Sayang , when school reopens the time will definitely go really fast . Sekelip mata , you will be out . I don't know why am I nervous right now . Thinking about you being release is making me really nervous . Anyway sayang , just now your mum messaged me and ask me for money . I don't have any money right now . My mum withdrawing it tomorrow . I feel so bad . But I told her I'm giving her this Saturday . She did not reply at all . Hmmm . . . Sayang , pernah dengar lagu Sama-sama suka by Radja ? Hehe , I tak habis2 dengan lagu Radja . But the song is about a guy and a girl who is in love with each other , but have to be separated and be with another person ...

Hello sayang ! It's 3:21am right now . Belum nak tidur lagi . Aaaaaaannnnnddd , I RECEIVED YOUR LETTER . LIKE FINALLY . Pfft ! And yah , you did not send to anyone else . The letter is the one that arrived late . Sorry for being so angry at you . Sorry . . . Sayang ,  if something bad happen to me , you know that you still need to move on right ? Takde jodoh sayang , nak uatpe kan . Da masanya pun . Sayang let me quote something you wrote . "Please beri I peluang yang terakhir untuk betul-betul berubah you . . I janji I akan berubah jadi seorang yang baik dan I takkan hampakan you lagi kali ini . . I betul-betul sayangkan you . . I ingin hidup bahagia dengan you seumur hidup I . ." Do you know that whatever you wrote there has been repeated thousands of times ? Handphone I baaaaanyak message you tu . Sekarang bila you masuk ni , boleh I percaya tu ? I really really want to believe that . Do you know that every single time that you said that , I believed...

SAYANG ! I have a major news ! A TERRIBLE MAJOR NEWS ! I HATE IT SOOO MUCH ! This morning I woke up and I found a lot of zits at my back !!! Zits = body pimple IT IS A LOT ! And it is FREAKING ME OUT ! And the odd thing about it is the zits shaped like my hair ! The "V" shape and all . It's as long as my hair !!! Below the length of my hair takde pape pun ! I mean the skin that doesn't touch my hair , it is COMPLETELY CLEAN ! It is GROSS ! It really is ! Should I cut my hair sayang ? I HATE SHORT HAIR . Will I even look good in short hair ? Sayang , HELP ME ! I LOVE MY HAIRRR !!! UWEKKKKK ! But if I really have to cut my hair , I'll CRY . Lama sey I simpan rambut ni . Okay , anyway today is Chrismas . My whole family at home . We all played Dance Central on Kinect . My parents semua joget so cute and funny of course ! Then Aqilah lose to my dad . Dia tak kasi my dad rest sampai die yang menang . So my dad bagi chance so that die boleh mena...

HARLO SAYANG ! (: I just came back from dinner at nex KFC . Since my atuk and nenek balik kampung , my mum tak masak . So asyik keluar makan je . Besok I'm going to kemas rumah and probably masak too . Alahaisss . I wanna say something , but I don't want to . I don't want you to get irritated by my thoughts . I guess I'll just keep it to myself then . My family now is calling me to play kinect . I might prbably type about what I am thinking tomorrow . Love you .