You have to read .

Sayang ,

I need you to read this .
And please don't be angry .

I can't forgive myself .
I promised myself not to hurt you .
But I hurt you alot this time .
I know you can't forget this .
Even if you say you've forgotten , I know you are lying .

You told me you can't sleep well the night after you heard about my secret .
You kept on looking @ my pictures and you just couldn't believe that I did that .
You cried thinking about what I did .

When I heard about that , you made me cry .
I totally regret doing that .
I just wish I can delete what I did .
But I know I can't .

I know you've said you forgave me .
I know that you are sincere .
I know you will never take revenge on me .
But doing that make me feel much more guilty and can't forgive myself .
You let me off easily without even yell @ me or even breaking up with me .
You just say that I'm forgiven and telling me to forget whatever happened .

It's killing me .
Tell me you hate me .
Tell me you don't want me .

But still I will come back running to you after all this .
Why ?
Because I love you so much !

Look @ this photo .
It's the first photo of the girl , you've seen and you love now .
The girl that you've chosen when you are chatting with many girls .
The girl that you want to be with for eternity .
And this girl promise to love you for eternity .



I LOVE YOU .