You love me ?
You scold me like I am a no one to you .
I just broke your watch .
The only thing I broke and you scold me so much !
But when your friend dirtied/tore/broke your stuff ,
you never even scold them !
Why ?
Is it because I am a girl ?
Or is it because you love them more ?
Please eh you , I do not want to hear anymore STMF !
Yesterday I didn't want to go home .
I was alone . Not with any other person .
A-L-O-N-E , ALONE !
I am sorry for not going home straight .
I feel so lonely and I feel like there are nothing between us anymore .
I thought I want to go and hilangkan diri .
But then I fikir balik .
There is no use .
I still want to live with you even if we quarrel .
So I went home after a long thought .
When I reached home , I straight to sleep .
Then you called .
You are so so angry and said,
"Kau call aku kalau kau da okay . Aku tak suka kacau orang nga bad mood . Aku bukan anjing kau untuk call kau je . Aku cari kau macam satu peh anjing . Kau kalau dah okay kau call aku , kalau kau da tak nak call aku lagi kau boleh bla . Tapi kalau lepas kau da tak nak aku lagi , kau call aku tak angkat , aku tak tahu eh . Eh senang kata uh , hari aku dikebumikan kau takmo datang kay ."
I never thought you would .
And I do not want you to do anything just because of me .
But then we hang up .
And I never want to call you that night .
But soon you called again .
And this time you apologized .
I felt better .
Because at least you know how to say sorry to me .
Then you asked , "Kau da tak nak aku lagi eh ?"
I kept quiet .
You continued , "Kalau kau pikir aku tak sayang kau , aku tak akan cari kau kat bedok macam satu peh anjing . And selama hidup aku bila aku gaduh dengan pompan , aku tak pernah nak call diorang balik and minta maaf la . Kau pikir uh ."
I kept quiet again . STMF .
You continued , "Kau jawab betul-betul , kau masih nak aku ke tak nak ?"
At last I spoke , "You ?"
You said , "Kalau I tak nak kau lagi , I tak akan cari kau la . Kau masih nak aku tak nak ni ?"
I still want you .
No , I NEED you .
But you never did . I know .
And I am sorry if what I am thinking now is rubbish .
I love you , you know
I just broke your watch .
The only thing I broke and you scold me so much !
But when your friend dirtied/tore/broke your stuff ,
you never even scold them !
Why ?
Is it because I am a girl ?
Or is it because you love them more ?
Please eh you , I do not want to hear anymore STMF !
Yesterday I didn't want to go home .
I was alone . Not with any other person .
A-L-O-N-E , ALONE !
I am sorry for not going home straight .
I feel so lonely and I feel like there are nothing between us anymore .
I thought I want to go and hilangkan diri .
But then I fikir balik .
There is no use .
I still want to live with you even if we quarrel .
So I went home after a long thought .
When I reached home , I straight to sleep .
Then you called .
You are so so angry and said,
"Kau call aku kalau kau da okay . Aku tak suka kacau orang nga bad mood . Aku bukan anjing kau untuk call kau je . Aku cari kau macam satu peh anjing . Kau kalau dah okay kau call aku , kalau kau da tak nak call aku lagi kau boleh bla . Tapi kalau lepas kau da tak nak aku lagi , kau call aku tak angkat , aku tak tahu eh . Eh senang kata uh , hari aku dikebumikan kau takmo datang kay ."
I never thought you would .
And I do not want you to do anything just because of me .
But then we hang up .
And I never want to call you that night .
But soon you called again .
And this time you apologized .
I felt better .
Because at least you know how to say sorry to me .
Then you asked , "Kau da tak nak aku lagi eh ?"
I kept quiet .
You continued , "Kalau kau pikir aku tak sayang kau , aku tak akan cari kau kat bedok macam satu peh anjing . And selama hidup aku bila aku gaduh dengan pompan , aku tak pernah nak call diorang balik and minta maaf la . Kau pikir uh ."
I kept quiet again . STMF .
You continued , "Kau jawab betul-betul , kau masih nak aku ke tak nak ?"
At last I spoke , "You ?"
You said , "Kalau I tak nak kau lagi , I tak akan cari kau la . Kau masih nak aku tak nak ni ?"
I still want you .
No , I NEED you .
But you never did . I know .
And I am sorry if what I am thinking now is rubbish .
I love you , you know
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