Love ?

I feel lost .
I feel so hurt .
I feel like I need someone badly .
I feel like crying .
I feel like I am missing someone .

My heart beats so fast .
My hands and feet are sweating .
My mind think only the negative of you .

Is this love ?

It is hard to tell you what I am feeling right this moment .
I feel like breaking up with you but I love you too much .
I do not want to hurt you anymore , that is why I want to break .
I do not want to make you angry everytime you see my face .

But sometimes I do not know what I did wrong .
And sometimes you are the one who is wrong but you scold me .
You got it ?

Maybe your love towards me never exist in you .
Maybe you were just pretending .

I know I could not read your heart .
But what you are showing me shows everything .

Everytime you tell me that "Only god knows" ,
really irritate me .

What do you mean by that ?
Were you trying to tell me you love me ?
Or were you just STMF ?!

I just wish you could be mine forever . Understood ?

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