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Day 255

Hello sayang ! Today at school I did a scenario with my class . We did kinda okaaay . Then as for my debate , I WON ! Hehe (: The long night trying to prepare for the debate is totally worth it ! After the debate , I have a class test . And Alhamdulillah I'm able to do it . Honestly sayang , today I felt lost . I reach rumah pukul 7 since sekolah habis pukul 6 . Then when I reach home , I took my wallet and all my important stuffs . Then I just went out . I don't know where to go but I just wanted to go out . I called everyone I know but they were all busy . So I just meet Abang Hidir . If you are here , I would have see you . I would have gone to your house instead . But what can I do sayang ? I need you but I'm unable to even see you . Hais . . . I love you .

Day 254

It is going to be midnight soon . And I am so busy doing my school work . It is really driving me crazy ! Tomorrow I have a Debate presentation Nursing Lab scenario Nursing Sciences 4 test I am all packed right now ! I can't really talk much . I miss you of course . And OMG , Aini, Ira and Hazirah called me once again . They reuniting 4 of us this Friday without Nazeefah of course. Macam taknak datang je ah . Hahahahaha ! Kay lah sayang , I need to do my work . I love you , more than I ever would .

Day 253

SAYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANG ! Hi . Let's talk about the visit just now . It feels like my everyday life like that . It's like I'm already used to visit you . Sayang , when I see you , I immediately knew something was wrong with you . Just waiting for the time to ask you that . You sabar kay sayang . I know you would react like that . I just want you to think , "Lagi 4 bulan je sayang ." When you started talking about marriage , I seriously wanted to laugh . You tiba2 je bilang I bila you keluar you taknak kahwin dulu . You nak cari duit dulu baru kahwin . I tak kate ape2 . Tiba2 je you bring that up . I'm sorry but right now I just cannot see myself marrying you yet . Sayang , you are getting more and more boncet . But I love what you did to you chest . It looks bigger now . Seram pulak I tengok you . Hehe . Sayang , I sometimes imagine that I don't know when you are coming out , then suddenly there is a doorbell . And when I open it , it...

Day 252

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ! Today as per usual sayang , family day ! But as for today only for the ladies in the family . My mum , Fatin and I went to Nex to fetch Aqilah . Then after that buy groceries at NTUC . Lepas tu tak plan tak ape , my mum terus tiba2 queue kat Starhub . She asked about iPhone 5 terus in 30 minutes after blahblahblah , she now owned an iPhone 5 . Like WHAT ?! Sekarang she asking anyone who wants iPhone 4 dia . No one in the family wants it so we are giving it to my auntie . Kalau you ade , I terus da mintak untuk you . Hehehehehehe ! After that I meet my friend , Hurray . Yes that is what we call him . I meet him to do our project and then head home . We only met for less than an hour . I'm visiting you tomorrow ! YAY ! I'll be meeting you after my dental appointment . Hopefully I arrive on time . Love you sayang !

Day 251

Sayaaaang ! Whatcha doin ? I satu hari kat rumah today . I need to do project for my teacher . Stress sey sayang ! She is asking a lot . I nak belajar semua pun susah . Anyway sayang , just now my dad told me my auntie nye abang meninggal this morning . Total , I know 4 deaths in a month . I'm scared sayang . Tanda2 ape ni ? Hais . . . I did nothing much today , so I can't talk that much . I miss you sayang . . . Meeting you in 2 more days ! Can't wait ! Love you !

Day 250

Sayang ! Right now I'm playing Just Dance with all my cousins . Today is Hari Raya Haji . And what we did was dancing and play sports on XBOX . Hahaha ! My atuk pun join sekali ! Cute sey sayang . Sayang , in exactly 4 more months , you will be released . I takle percaye yang 8 months had passed . 8 months I suffered without you . Sayang , sopping has never be the same without you . I tak tahu kenape but I prefer shopping with you . I only trust your taste of fashion . I miss shopping with you sayang . I'll see you in 3 more days sayang ! Can't wait ! LOVE YOU ! Muah !

Day 249

Sayangku ! I'm home now . Lepak with Zul and Zaim just now . Me and Zaim da okayyy ! Yayyy ! Sayang , just now I had a breakdown in school . It was just suddenly . I was remembering the time when you lied to me about selling the iPod . Then I was scolding you and maki2 you . But you just sat there and kept quiet because you know you were in the wrong . Why didn't you slap my face for using all those vulgarities at you ? Why didn't you scold me back when I was shouting at you ? That day was really the ultimate day that really makes me feel like breaking up with you . If I did , I won't feel the pain I'm having now . I really love you so much sayang . But if you masuk for the 2nd time . I don't want you anymore . I don't wanna feel this hurt anymore . It's too much . I love you sayang .