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Day 70

Wow , da jejak 70 hari sayang . I masih strong enough to hold on . Alhamdullilah sayang . Sayang , I CONFIRM PAKAI BRACES ! Yayyy ! My mum da sign semua . I wear braces on July . Memang takut sayang . Tapi at the end of the day , my teeth will be perfect . (: Just like yours sayang . Tak sabaaar ! Hehe (: Today after school , I straight gi rumah you . I went to see your mum because her hand is in pain . I rasa dia banyak uat kerja rumah la sayang . Sayang , honestly I nak tolong your mum . But I'm too busy schooling . Sekarang second year and it's quite stressful sayang . I need you here to make me handle it . But I know you can't . After seeing your mum , I lepak dengan Zaim and Hakim . Dua2 berok ni uat I ketawe macam orang gila tadi . And sayang , I and Amalina no longer friends . Nanti bila sayang keluar , I ceritakan semua okay ? Sayang , I read your letter that you gave your mum . Tu pasal lah dia cari I . But you sumpah yang you and QQ takd...

Day 69

Sayang ! It has been 69 days without you . Tomorrow is going to be 70 days without you . It is a looong time for me tau . Sayang , today I did nothing much . Semua penat sangat nak keluar . And we just keluar makan je . Another week has passed . So it has been 10 weeks without you . We've never been 10 weeks away from each other . IT'S KILLING ME ! Sayang ! Your mum sakit . Hatim told me dia da lama tak work . I'm seeing her on Tuesday . In 2 more days . I would have come sooner . But I'm schooling sayang . Sorry if I can't see your mum that often . Sayang , I'm still hurt sayang . I still don't know the truth . Hais . . . Love you still sayang . Still SO deep in love with you .

Day 68

Hello Sayang ! Today , My schedule is full packed ! In the morning , I woke up and siap2 gi shopping ! Sayang , I spent almost 200 bucks on everything ! I bought Esprit , New Look and Cotton On . I bought a lot of things sayang . I just wish you were there . There is a new mall that sells all outlet stores . We should go there one day kay sayang ? It is very near your house sayang . Then after that , I hurried to Clementi to see Kak Aisyah . She wants to kill herself and whatever lah . It was all her fault and she nak uat tu lah ni lah . Menyampah sey ! And she tried to punch me sayang . But hey , dia ingat dia boleh sentuh I ? I pushed her back . Tak dapat pun tumbuk I . She's too dramatic ah sayang . One day I ceritakan you okay sayang ? Abang Hidir pun da give up on her . LIKE FINALLY EH ? I tahu sayang menyampah dengar pasal dia . Sorry . Hehe . And now I'm in the train . I was suppose to see Zaim after seeing Kakak . But then abang I nye tangan ...

Day 67

Sayang , I can't write much today . I feel like there is something wrong with my heart . I can't breath properly right now . You know how much I miss you ? I need you here to help me get through this . It's scary sayang . I need you here . I love you so much sayang . I can't write anymore . I'm sorry .

Day 66

Sayang . I'm frustrated with my lappy ! I hate it . I install benda then my pink colour themes semua gone ! ARGHHHH ! Kalau sayang ade kat sini , sayang mesti dapat uat I cool down sikit . But you are not here . And I'm still pissed off ! Arghhh , nevermind . Thinking of you can make everything just go away . Sayang , I'm missing you so much . I can't handle my cries whenever I think of you . I miss you so much sayang . I miss you so so so much . I'll say more tomorrow . But just today , I need to lay down and rest . I love you so much sayang .

Day 65

In exactly 3 more weeks is our 5 YEARS ANNIVERSARY . I think by the time you receive this letter , it should be 16 May 2012 Sayang , we already reaching our 5 years . Do you still want to cheat on me ? QQ & Angy ? I still don't know about them . Please explain sayang . I went jogging again today sayang ! But I tetap rasa takde perbezaan je ? Haha ! Baru 2 hari exercise da bising2 . Tapi badan cramp2 tu ade lah . Sayang kat dalam uat badan amacam ? Da reach the minimum muscles you wanted tak ? Hehe (: Sayang ingat tak that time I suruh you exercise ? And I nak nampak you hilangkan boncet you by March ? Haha ! I tak bermaksud suruh you masuk dalam and uat badan . Tapi kadang ape kite kate means something else . Today 25 !!! I'm going shopping soon . Hee (: Sayang kat dalam , I tetap shopping . Ye lah , siapa suruh uat benda bodoh kan ? BLUECK ! Hehe (: LOVE YOU SAYANG . ALWAYS WILL LOVE YOU .

Day 64

Sayang ! Badan I cramp2 sebab semalam exercise . Uwek uwek ! Sakit ! But it's okay lah . Kalau I tak rasa sakit , mana ade perubahan kan ? I just finished watching Berita kat Suria . And they talked about drugs . They showed some people in Changi Prison . And I was wondering whether one of them is you . But it's hard to recognise since everyone BOTAK ! Hee (: Your tattoo pun tak nampak . Sayang , I tadi kat class I day dreaming . I was thinking about the first time I got to know you . I was thinking what if you and I never meet ? What if you and I are not even together ? How will our lives be ? Will it be better or worse ? But knowing you and loving you , I think my live would be worse without you . Sayang , do you remember the day when we had our very first phone call ? It lasted for more than 2 hours . You were outside with your friends but still you chat with me on the phone . I remember the laughs we had . I still remember some of the things we talke...