Happy Two Years ! I love you .
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My love
Why ? What happened ? Why did I became like this ? It is you . Your fault . You said : Why do you think I do not love you ? I asked : How do you know ? You reply : It is obvious . I answered (stammering) : Eventhough I think that way , I still love you . No , I do not love you like before . You made me like this . You said : I showed you everything to prove that I love you . What more do you need ? Before , you never showed anything . But now , I could list hundreds of thing you did . You changed , You changed so much ! You changed TOO MUCH ! You said : I love you a lot okay ! Yeah , now . Why are you like this ? It is because I asked for break , and you cannot let me go ? Or is it because you are tired of hurting me . You said : I promise I won't hurt you anymore . I reply : You know you cannot keep your promise right ? I am glad I said that to you . Since that day you promised , you are careful not to hurt me . I can see that . You said : You are considered the luckiest girl with...
Love
You never want to leave me . I try my best to make you give up on me . But it does not seem to work . You kept on being patient at me . Why can't you let me go like you did with other girls before . And I knew the answer . It is so obvious but my heart always never want to believe it . You love me .
You love me ?
You scold me like I am a no one to you . I just broke your watch . The only thing I broke and you scold me so much ! But when your friend dirtied/tore/broke your stuff , you never even scold them ! Why ? Is it because I am a girl ? Or is it because you love them more ? Please eh you , I do not want to hear anymore STMF ! Yesterday I didn't want to go home . I was alone . Not with any other person . A-L-O-N-E , ALONE ! I am sorry for not going home straight . I feel so lonely and I feel like there are nothing between us anymore . I thought I want to go and hilangkan diri . But then I fikir balik . There is no use . I still want to live with you even if we quarrel . So I went home after a long thought . When I reached home , I straight to sleep . Then you called . You are so so angry and said, "Kau call aku kalau kau da okay . Aku tak suka kacau orang nga bad mood . Aku bukan anjing kau untuk call kau je . Aku cari kau macam satu peh anjing . Kau kalau dah okay kau call aku , ka...
My LOVE for You .
My Darling Hilman , I love you a lot . My love for you is uncountable . But maybe we should go our separate ways . For YOUR own good . Not for my own good . My own good is having you here with me everyday . But for your own good never include me at all . I never want to break up with you at all . I never thought of leaving you . But when I think about our past , YOU like asking for break many times which I know that one day you would ask for the real one . Recently , I believe everything you say . I do not want to get hurt hearing the truth . So I accepted whatever you say . If is was the truth then its good . But if its a lie , then just keep it to yourself . I would never ask for break , I would never accept a break . Only if you are serious about it then I have no other way to go . You know you are my life , my heart , my breath , my everything . But I guess you never appreciate that . You always tell me to treasure something I have and do not ever made a mistake that could ...