♥ LoveLane LoveStory ♥

Monday, February 16, 2009 Today is our 1 year 9 months . I remembered the date . But you did not . You remembered how long we've been together . But I did not . Fair and Square . For the whole day I was with you . And there was nearly a fight . Luckily I was there to stop him . But soon at night he wil be back for more . Sigh . I told you I won't be your last girl . You said I will . I told you one day you will stop loving me . You said I will stop loving you first . I told you to stop fighting or I will one day break with you . You said you fought a lot more before I met you . I told you that you are a liar . You said that I am too . WTF ?! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA . You know about what lie ? You told me that even if you told me a lie , one day you will definitely tell me . That is kinda true . Tapi bila cerita da lama basi , baru nak bilang . Anyway , Prashanth told you that Yana saw us at explanade . And Prashanth said Yana is dissapointed . What fuck she wanna be dissapointed ?! I as...

Yeah, I am back :) But I promised myself not to be too caring/loving/jealous of anything. Yeah, I wanna change to be like you. And see what it feels like. Hahahahaha I remember the first day that I met you You really caught my attention Didn't know I was looking for a rescue Wasn't thinking that hard Now and then I was there in the moment I was ready for nothing Doesn't mean that I really don't love you While I'm breaking your heart (Chorus) Don't ask why Before we get too close just let me Say goodbye It's easier this way Don't ask why Before you ask the question and I Die Inside Just let me walk away I feel bad that I let my past hurt you Cause I really didn't mean to I was lost, I was lucky you found me But it only got worse Right now while you're looking right at me The emotion's so scary Doesn't mean that I really don't love you While I'm making you hurt (Chorus) I know I'll miss you more than ever I wish there was anothe...

I know you love Lisa . I know you don't love me . I am leaving soon . I know you'll be happy :) Goodbye .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DARLING , HILMAN ! Haha , you da tua ! Da tua tapi perangai macam bdak2 kecik ! Muka pun da no more cute face :P Mine are still fresh ! :P Look . If you say it's not , at least BETTER THAN YOURS ! Hahahaha . But still , ILOVEYOU no matter what :)

Hilman , You are sick for like 3 days of migraine . Unbelievable . But I am the one who is there to nurse you . I sacrificed . I care . I love . but I hear no Thank You . Hopefully you are alright tomorrow :)

No more hugging , no more holding hands , no more ILY , only A kiss a day . Always 'kau , aku' , always vulgarities , always quarrel , no more 1hr+ calls . What's this ? Couple or Friends ? I don't think we ever last . Seriously ! Anyway , he's working .. So I won't be seeing his face that much .. Holidays we seems SO SO close ! But why like this now ?

I wanna tell eu I don't love eu . But I want eu to love me . I wanna tell eu that I don't need eu . But I need eu to be here with me everyday . I wanna leave eu . But I want eu to take me back . I hate eu . But I love eu . Just came back from leaving him alone with his friends . He went off to kedai and leave me with his 2 friends . I went off . Eu told me eu love me . I don't think eu do . Eu told me I am ur life . I don't believe eu . Eu promised me that eu will never leave me . Soon , eu will , trust me . I just wish I could be strong to handle all this things . Why can't I let him go ? It's nice to know that eu were there . Thanks for acting like eu care . And making me feel like I was the only one . -My Happy Ending (Avril Lavigne) Hilman , stop pretending and show me how eu truely feel . I know eu can't let me go because eu scared I'm gone . It is not that eu love me . I won't threaten eu this time . Tell me everything I need to know . If eu re...