I forget to say that I received a call from Singapore Prison yesterday . That is why I dreamt that you called me . They said that I am able to see you alone . YAY ! (: Sayang , sayang ingat tak everytime kaki I sakit from attachment , you yang urutkan ? Sekarang kaki I sakit tapi takde orang urutkan . Hais , kenape sayang have to leave me sayang ? Sayang , I've been with you for almost 5 years . And if you are not the one for me , I don't know who will be sayang . I want you . and only you sayang . Sayang , I don't feel safe without you here . Kalau you ade kat sini , I know you won't let anyone hurt me . But now , I feel fragile . It's like I can get hurt anytime . I lost my knight and shining armor which is you sayang . Sayang ingat tak lagu ni ? "Sanggupkah kau bersabar sayang Untuk bersama diriku Dalam menempuh dugaan Yang serba mencabar Sanggupkah bersabar sayang Susah senang bersamaku Semoga kau tak menyesal Berkawan denganku Sedarkah engkau Hidup aku ser...
DAY 1 i pegii skola rase very worried. in bus i nangis. i just hope eu will get at least onli 15 days. turun bus, cari ira for her hp then call eu. i dengar ur voice, i felt happy. after flag raising ceremony, i asked for ira's hp lagi. i call eu and hear ur voice again. i feel relax. after english class, i call eu. eu angkt again. eu waiting for the news. i da doa2 eu dpt light punishment. after maths class, i call eu. eu kater to call eu back later. i said okae after eu hang up. the next CALLS, eu didnt even pick up. but ur hp is still on. so i thaught eu nga bbl ngn ur officer luhs. during literature class. i got ur message tht says... "Jaga diri baik2 sygku.. i akn rindu u.. i duduk dlm 40 ari..i syg u" i nangis like hell hearing that. the last call i got from eu is after maths class. and i will never hear from eu for the next 40 days. my friends pujuk i, i cannot take it. i nangis tersedu-sedu. everyone hug me. and tell me to be strong. but i cant eu. i nangis smpai ...
ARE YOU REALLY COMING BACK THIS SATURDAY ?!!! Hatim messaged me . Omg ! I can't wait to meet you . I want to hug you 24/7 !!! Faster come back okay ! The days feels like years when I'm alone . I love you still .
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