Haywire

The day I became crazy .
The day he left me alone , suffering for 12 hours .
He did not answer my phone calls or my messages .
I was insane finding for him .
How can he not know that I love him so much ?
How can he not know that I need him the most ?
He did not even sound scared or worried when he answered my call .
I really felt like dying . I really felt like killing myself .
I punched a wall hard 4 times .

Amalina was there to cheer me up . She successfully made me happy .
But when he came , tears started forming .

I can't believe he would leave me just like that .
I can't stand the pain . I want him to leave me .
And if not , I would leave him .
Even if I say I would , I couldn't .


I LOVE HIM <3

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