5th Day


You , when you're gone , everything changes !
I settled with Lina already .
Well , shouting @ first .
But then slowly we talked .

But before that , you don't know how much it hurts .
Feeling that my OWN friend backstab I .
Truly disappointing .
But I got over it already .

I went to Bedok Library after I reached home straight after school .
I miss our time together .
When will it be back ?
I miss you a lot !

My heart still ache since you are gone .
You don't know how much it really hurts .

Hilman , be back as soon as possible pleaase .
I NEEEEEEEED YOU .

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