What if ?

I am sick .

-Fever
-Sore Throat
-Running Nose
-Body Ache
-Headache

I am scared of leaving you one day .
I want us to at least get married before I die .

Yesterday I cried because I was thinking about what if you die .
I cannot live in this world without you .
But what if I die ?
What will you do ?

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