♥ LoveLane LoveStory ♥

Hello sayang ! My room is much roomy now ! (: Tomorrow I'm going Ikea to buy furniture . Mesti best nye ! Sayang . . . I'm thinking about jomming again . Okay okay dah dah . I shuddup . Hee (: Mana laaa sayang nye letter ni ? Tak sabar tau nak baca sayang nye response . By now sayang mesti da dapat another 2 letters kan ? Sayang , bila you keluar nanti , I nak jaga you boleh ? I nak you bawah ketiak I hari2 boleh ? Biar you tak naughty lagi . I nak you buka mata you and realise that I need you in my life . So don't give up okay ? Be strong . I'm still waiting .

Look at the time sayang ! I didn't have time to post for yesterday . I paint bilik I from 2pm-5am sayang ! I ni pun baru lepas mandi . Tak tidur satu malam sayang . Fatin tolong I skali . I rasa kalau sayang tak kat dalam , you da suruh I tidur . Tapi worth it la tak tidur sebab I'm done with my painting !!! Finally sayang . Now it is time for my new furniture . Sayang , bila you keluar nanti , I nak satu hari dengan you boleh ? I nak dengan you sampai I puas ! I ingat nak Amber after you keluar . But no . Hehe (: Bila you keluar , I nak 24 hours dengan you . Sebab I taknak lose you again sayang . I'll become crazy . I'm going over to your house this coming Monday . To see the letter you have given to your mum Hehe ! Tak sabaaar . I'm still missing you sayang . B/c my love for you is still strong .

My room is 30% PINK ! YAYYY ! Now my skin added pink ! Finally da paint pink . Hais , tangan I macam nak ade blisters soon . It's painful sayang . I just wish sayang can be here to substitute I . Lagi pun my grandparents just went to Malaysia 15 minutes ago . They will be back on Saturday/Sunday . Sayang can come here and tolong I ! But no you takle . Oh ! Semalam I texted Hatim . And Hatim said he got your letter already . He said that you wanted me to wait for you and you miss me so much . I haven't see the letter yet . I badly want to see it sayang ! I badly want to see it . I'm still waiting for your letter . I just heard that you only receives 2 paper per month to write to me and your mum . Kalau sayang nak send to your mum , it's alright . I can wait . I just needed you to answer about QQ / Angy . How many more girls that I don't know of sayang ? I miss you . But thinking about the girls , upsets me a lot .

Sayang , I started painting my room today ! I'm painting the white as the base first sayang . Bilik I macam kosong gitu . Benda banyak da buang . Tangan I banyak dot-dot paint putih . I'm sleeping with the dots since I'm still painting tomorrow . I rasa by Saturday insyallah habis . Sayang bila I busy gini , I rasa macam time jalan cepat gitu . That time bila you baru2 masuk , I tidur je . Tapi tetap jam jalan lambat . I ade feeling my parents bagi I renovate bilik I so that I have something to do . If you are still here with me , I tak rase bilik I dapat renovate . Sebab I asyik jumpa you je sayang . Hehe (: Six months is still too long sayang . Sayang tahu tak , sebelum I tidur , I mesti baca our messages . All our love , all our fights and all our naughtiness is what I read every night . Yes sayang , I cried . That is all I can do because you are not here with me . But honestly , reading it every night feels like you texting me . That is the only way to hear your voice ...

I am currently watching Ghost Adventure . Did you know that bila you masuk , I start watching that ? Tengok cerita tu uat I rasa takut so I tak nak asyik nangis je hari-hari . Can you see that I'm sufferring ? I need you here . I need you every single day . My life is never complete without you around me . I regret every single thing that I had done . Am I your problem ? Am I the one that makes you suffer ? Is it also because of me you take that thing ? Hais . . . I'm still waiting for your letters to arrive . Where is your letters sayang ? I'm still yours right sayang ? All I think about is you . Do you think about me as much as I do sayang ? Take my soul . I don't want it without you .

Sayang , look at the time . It's 1:44am . My heart is in pain . I can hardly breathe . If you are here , you would teman I sampai I dapat tidur . Right now who can be here for me ? Kenape I buta sangat ni sayang ? WHY AM I BLIND ?! You've been there for me all this while and why did I asked for more ?! Siapa yang sanggup bangun dari tidur and teman I ? Siapa yang sanggup tak tidur and teman I ? You've been there for me whenever I need you . Maafkan I you . I'm sorry for asking you to keep on proving your love towards me . I didn't realise how much you meant to me until you are gone . I love you . And I know you love me too .

It's only 11:29 and everyone is already asleep ! Cepat kan ? I'm not yet asleep sayang . I'm installing The Sims again . I bought The Sims 3 Pets finally ! Hehe (: Today I went out with Yaya and Nadhirah . Shopping and shopping ! Hehe (: Whenever I see something really your type , I selalu kate : "Kalau aku belikan Hilman ni mesti lawa ." But how do I buy for you when you are still inside ? I miss going out with you and have fun with you sayang . Sayang , today has already be more then 2 weeks . Why hasn't I receive a reply from my first letter ? Do you even write to me sayang ? Everyday I spent a little bit of my time telling you how my day was . Please write to me as soon as possible ? I'm so eager to hear what you are going to say . I miss your touch , you voice and your affection towards me . I sanggup uat ape saje asalkan you kembali balik disisi I . I rindu you SO much . It hurts . Only Allah knows how bad it hurts .