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Back .

Yeah, I am back :) But I promised myself not to be too caring/loving/jealous of anything. Yeah, I wanna change to be like you. And see what it feels like. Hahahahaha I remember the first day that I met you You really caught my attention Didn't know I was looking for a rescue Wasn't thinking that hard Now and then I was there in the moment I was ready for nothing Doesn't mean that I really don't love you While I'm breaking your heart (Chorus) Don't ask why Before we get too close just let me Say goodbye It's easier this way Don't ask why Before you ask the question and I Die Inside Just let me walk away I feel bad that I let my past hurt you Cause I really didn't mean to I was lost, I was lucky you found me But it only got worse Right now while you're looking right at me The emotion's so scary Doesn't mean that I really don't love you While I'm making you hurt (Chorus) I know I'll miss you more than ever I wish there was anothe...

Word Vomit

I know you love Lisa . I know you don't love me . I am leaving soon . I know you'll be happy :) Goodbye .

Happy Birthday Sayang .

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DARLING , HILMAN ! Haha , you da tua ! Da tua tapi perangai macam bdak2 kecik ! Muka pun da no more cute face :P Mine are still fresh ! :P Look . If you say it's not , at least BETTER THAN YOURS ! Hahahaha . But still , ILOVEYOU no matter what :)

Migraine . -.-

Hilman , You are sick for like 3 days of migraine . Unbelievable . But I am the one who is there to nurse you . I sacrificed . I care . I love . but I hear no Thank You . Hopefully you are alright tomorrow :)

Couple or Friends ?

No more hugging , no more holding hands , no more ILY , only A kiss a day . Always 'kau , aku' , always vulgarities , always quarrel , no more 1hr+ calls . What's this ? Couple or Friends ? I don't think we ever last . Seriously ! Anyway , he's working .. So I won't be seeing his face that much .. Holidays we seems SO SO close ! But why like this now ?

You are Just Pretending !

I wanna tell eu I don't love eu . But I want eu to love me . I wanna tell eu that I don't need eu . But I need eu to be here with me everyday . I wanna leave eu . But I want eu to take me back . I hate eu . But I love eu . Just came back from leaving him alone with his friends . He went off to kedai and leave me with his 2 friends . I went off . Eu told me eu love me . I don't think eu do . Eu told me I am ur life . I don't believe eu . Eu promised me that eu will never leave me . Soon , eu will , trust me . I just wish I could be strong to handle all this things . Why can't I let him go ? It's nice to know that eu were there . Thanks for acting like eu care . And making me feel like I was the only one . -My Happy Ending (Avril Lavigne) Hilman , stop pretending and show me how eu truely feel . I know eu can't let me go because eu scared I'm gone . It is not that eu love me . I won't threaten eu this time . Tell me everything I need to know . If eu re...

quarrel again ?

Have fun if eu really break up with me tomorrow . Perangai yang tkle berubah is eu ! NOT ME ! urgh ! like i said , LICK YOUR MOTHER PUSSY THEN TELL ME ASS !