I can't handle myself anymore .

Maybe this is it ?
I really do not know what to do now .
All I can do now is hope that one day you realise how much I love you .

I couldn't forgive you because I have a reason to do so .
You've been apologising for the SAME mistake over and over again .
And I'm stupid anough to forgive you every single time .
But now , I can't . No more .

When I ask you to leave me for a week , I hear from your voice that you really do not want it .
I've known you for too long to know you well enough .
But I need to leave you . I have to .

I'm not going to contact you for a week .
I'll get back to you by next Thursday .
But that depends on you .

I'm not asking for much .
I'm just asking for your real love .
For that Hilman that I once really fall in love with .
That Hilman who I can see in his eyes that he is sincere .

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