♥ LoveLane LoveStory ♥

I found out that I lost my 50 bucks today ! And I know that it is THAT thing . I had ENOUGH of this ! I scolded you because you said that you are going to find that guy . But in the end , NOTHING BUT SHIT HAPPENS ! You scolded me back like as if I'm at fault ! And when we hung up , you didn't even bother saying sorry or to even comfort me . You did nothing the THIRD TIME it happened ! How can I not be angry ?! If we were to be over because of this and you won't chase after me , IT WILL BE OFFICIALLY OVER !

Whaaaaat a day ! Yes , today is our 51st month-sary . But we quarreled . Whenever he knoews I have money , he would ALWAYS ask from me . Grrr ! It was always something so unimportant !

My birthday is TODAY . And all he did was NOTHING ! I slept the whole time ! He promised me so much but ended up I got NOTHING ! Not even a cake for my birthday . I OFFICIALLY HATE HIM SO MUCH ! Never once he did anything for my birthday . After 4 years , all he did was nothing ! Is this how you show you love me ? Whatever la ! I'm not going to forgive you , EVER ! URGHHH !

He looks like Justin Bieber ? No way ! That was what my friends said ! Here's the picture . Does he reeeally ? LOL !

The day I became crazy . The day he left me alone , suffering for 12 hours . He did not answer my phone calls or my messages . I was insane finding for him . How can he not know that I love him so much ? How can he not know that I need him the most ? He did not even sound scared or worried when he answered my call . I really felt like dying . I really felt like killing myself . I punched a wall hard 4 times . Amalina was there to cheer me up . She successfully made me happy . But when he came , tears started forming . I can't believe he would leave me just like that . I can't stand the pain . I want him to leave me . And if not , I would leave him . Even if I say I would , I couldn't . I LOVE HIM <3