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Maybe it's time .

I was looking forward to yesterday . We had fun . We had so much fun together . But then you just had to make me angry . Why can't you listen to me ? Why can't you just don't smoke anymore ? Why must you waste your money on some stupid thing ? My family invited you to dinner . And you refuse . You had to follow your ego . I really wanted you to go . I wanted you to be with me longer . But you refused again . Every time I asked , you refused . And then you promised that it is going to be your last box . And when I gave you the money , you told Madan to buy TWO fucking boxes ! Obviously I was mad . Then everything start to fall apart . You know I was so angry but you don't know why . I didn't want to say anything b/c I know we are going to fight . Then I have to go and meet my family . So I said , "I have to go." You started crying . You were crying so badly . You were grabbing my hands telling me not to go . I pushed you away . I push you so hard b/c you wo...

All the worse things you can ever think of .

We have been quarreling for like 3 days straight . On Friday was the third day of quarreling and I just couldn't take it anymore . We quarrel just about anything . Even the smallest things . I was tired of quarreling and I didn't want anything to get worse . So I kept quiet . He tried to talk as normal , but I can't ! Logically , how can anyone be so angry and a minute later talk as like nothing is wrong ? Well , if he can , I couldn't . He started smoking and I walk far from him . (I can't smell smoke anymore) So we start to walk further apart . We were like 3 metres away . (I'm in front) Well , obviously I was curious on whether he is still behind me or not . So I spotted his shadow and trying hard not to lose it . Later , his friends were @ street soccer court and I KNOW he would go towards them . So I walk a little faster and I was right . He can even tell me to wait a little while for him . What the . . . ? What am I ? A dog ? I just continued walking . He ...