Questions after question .

I keep on thinking about so many questions to myself .

Most of them are related to me and you , Hilman .

But some of them just I couldn't tell you .

I don't want to hurt you anymore .

Just hope one day you can understand what I really feel somehow .

Question 1 : Will we ever be together forever ?

That is the question that is the most I think about .

I'll be answering to myself that we will be together forever because we love each other .

And then I paused and think ; many things can happen in years to come .

Maybe we do love each other right now .

But in like a few years , our love could slowly decrease towards each other .

And that is what I don't want to happen .

Question 2 : Are you still thinking about your exes ?

That probably will happen when you read the question above right now .

Of course when I start talking about them , you would think about them .

But what if I didn't ? Did you think about them too .

Maybe you love them more than me .

Maybe you want them back .

Or maybe you have something to settle with them that you probably didn't get to .

Is all true ? Do you think about them ?

Question 3 : What if I change , what would you do .

When I say change , I mean what if I fall in love with another ?

What will you do ?

Will you kick the guy's ass or would you just move on ?

Will you still love me like you love me now ?

Or will you hate me for being such a cheater ?

Or , worse , will you kill me ?

Question 4 : What if , right this moment , I'm thinking about some other guy ?

I don't want to say anymore .

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