Fight .
Yesterday was at Hilman's house .
Logging in my Hotmail, MSN and lastly Facebook .
Hilman was okay while looking through my facebook .
But after that .
Hilman : Gi kenal2 dengan laki2 kat Facebook kau tu uh !
Me : You takmo uat I sot eh !
I was bad mood after that .
I umm-ed and uh-ed Hilman everytime he tell or ask me something .
: Kau bingit eh ?
Shutting up .
And again .
: EH kau bingit eh ? *shaking my legs
Again , shutting up .
: Kau nak balik ?
Same thing .
: Kau nak balik kan ? Okay okay .
Stared at each other till he reached the kitchen .
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Void Deck .
: Sekarang kau bingit dengan aku ni kenape ?
Same thing , I shut up .
: Sekarang kau bingit dengan aku ni kenape ?! *shouting
: Bobal baik2 uh !
: Okay , kenape you bingit ?
: You should know .
: Pasal Facebook tuh ?! Eh , da terang2 aku main2 je kan !
He added,
: And kau da tau aku memang tak suka matair aku ada facebook semua kan ?! Kau sama macam si pukimak tu uh ! Kau nak balik, pi balik uh ! Mak dia peh puki !
He walked up front .
I turned around and walk fast .
He ran after me and grabbed my elbow .
: Aku tak pernah kasar dengan kau eh . Aku banyak sabar dengan kau tau !
: Lepaskan I !
He let go .
: Kau jangan buat aku hilang sabar ! Kau nak balik atau nak stay ?
I walked away slowly . He grabbed me again .
: Oi ! Kau betul nak balik ?
: Lepaskan I ! I tak suka macam ni uh ! *shouting
: Kau betul nak balik ? Bila kau jalan , kau jangan jumpa aku lagi tau ! Aku da tak nak dengar suara kau lagi ! And aku tak nak tengok muka kau lagi . Jalan la kau ! Jangan pusing balik !
I walked away fast .
Not even thinking of going back .
At that moment I know it was the end .
The End .
That word .
It make me cry that moment .
I've just wasted my 2 and the half years with him .
And it was all over .
But then he appeared next to me .
: Aku nak bobal dengan kau .
: Tak nak .
: Kau betul nak balik ?
: Ye .
: Aku nak bobal dengan kau dulu .
I walked the other way .
: Kau nak gi mana ?
: Balik la !
He stopped , I walked slowly .
: Kau tak akan jumpa aku lagi lepas ni tau . Dengar ape aku nak cakap dulu .
I stopped and turn around . We were few meters apart .
: Kau nak gi dengan kawan kau atau aku ?
: Siapa kata I nak jumpa kawan I ?
: Muka kau nak balik lepas ni ? Eh , aku kenal kau cukup2 la .
After this I didn't talk at all .
: Okay , kau nak balik atau nak stay dengan aku ?
: Aku da banyak sabar dengan kau ! Aku dengan ex aku semua mana aku kesah ! Dengan kau aku tetap sabar la eh ! Kau betul nak balik ?
: Kalau lepas ni kau pergi , aku akan go back to my past . Sumpah sial .
: Tak sangka kau pentingkan kawan kau eh ? Pergi uh dengan kawan kau tu ! Ye la kau sayang diorang lebih daripada aku pe . Takpe , aku boleh hidup sendirian la . Hidup sampai mati aku sendirian pun tak pasal uh !
: Kau masih tak nak stay kan ?
He walked away .
When I was sure he won't turn back and run after me , I hid and ran away .
At that moment .
Memories came back to me .
Our laughters ,
our fun times ,
our days of being together ,
And lastly , our promises .
I cried .
People watching .
But what the hell .
I cried in public so many times before .
And that moment , I know it will be my first cry of losing him permenantly .
By tomorrow , I doubt there are tears left .
I thought he will appear again next to me .
But it had been too long for me to think he will appear .
I heard keychains . I thought it was him .
But no .
When there was only left with one foot steps .
I never even thought it was him .
Then , I heard .
: Tetap aku akan cari kau la . Tetap aku akan ikut kau .
: You nak balik pe ?
I continue walking to the busstop , ignoring his voice .
: You betul nak balik ?
: You da tak nak I lagi pe !
When I reached ,
: You sini , I nak bobal dengan you .
I refused .
: Please you . I nak bobal dengan you . Please .
I turned to my right and walk with him .
I did not talk after this .
We walked to a place and sit .
He started talking .
: Tadi you kata I tak nak you ? Eh kalau I da tak nak you , I tak kejar you la !
: You boleh delete facebook you tu tak ? Kalau I kata I tak suka makna I tak suka !
: You nak pergi tinggalkan I eh ?
: Takpe , I da biasa hidup sorang .
: I tak akan lupakan you . I tak akan lupakan you .
He cover his face with his cap .
He started crying .
: Nanti kalau I da kaya , I masih tak akan lupakan you . I akan cari you . Biarkan sekarang I kehilangan you . Nanti lusa I tetap akan cari you . I orang tak ade banyak duit . Siapa nak I kan ?
:I sayang you . I sayang you .
: I tak kata I nak break tau . I tetap pada janji2 I . Next week keluar gi movie , I tak akan ikut tau . You enjoy dengan kawan2 you . I tak nak spoil the best day of your life .
He put on his cap and walked away .
While he walked away ,
: Tunggu sampai I lusa da ada duit . I akan tetap dengan you .
I sat there crying .
Do not know what to do .
He's gone , I repeat that in my head .
It's either I follow my ego or go after him .
I walked to the direction he went just now .
He was no where to be found .
Feel like screaming .
Instead , I pulled my hair , crying .
I looked for him everywhere .
Then , I saw him .
Luckily he was wearing his cap high .
He was approximately 100m away .
I ran while I was crying heavily .
I catch him by his arm and hugged .
: I'm sorry you , I'm really sorry .
He just wrapped his arm around me without saying a word .
He let me cry and let it all out .
I heard the music he was playing .
"Siapa Yang Rampas Cintamu"
I understood why he was listening to the song .
I cried even more harder .
Things were alright after that .
He want me to forget .
We seems very much alright after that .
While we were just walking around his place ,
I asked ,
: You , tadi you betul2 mengamok dengan I eh ?
: Mana ade ? You mimpi tu .
: I mimpi ke ?
: Ye , you mimpi .
: You pun ade mimpi yang sama eh ?
: Uhuh .
: Mimpi makna tak pernah terjadi and it will just be a dream tau . Boleh senang lupa tau .
: Ye la . Mimpi semua tak akan jadi betul la . I da lupakan da .
: Tapi tadi macam rasa mimpi I tu realiti .
: I pun sama .
: Kenape eh ?
: Entah pulak .
We laughed .
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Siapa Yang Rampas Cintamu
- Ukays (Uk's)
Harapan hatiku ingin hidup bahagia
Tetapi mengapa sering saja hati ini diluka
Baru ku cuba nak bercinta lalu engkau pun buat angkara
Mengapa mesti aku yang menjadi mangsa
Harapan untuk kekalan hanya tinggal igauan
Walaupun telah aku bertahan tapi apa kan daya
Retak akhirnya kasih kita tanpa ku tahu apa punca
Mudah benar kau mematah dahan asmara
( korus )
Sampai bila harus diri ku begini... oh kekasih
Sampai bila mesti kau dera hatiku
Dimanakah janjimu yang kau tabur dulu
Sebelum kuserahkan cinta
Betapa... hancurnya hatiku
Siapa yang ganggu hatimu
Siapa yang rampas cintamu
Katakan padaku biarlah jelas segalanya
Siapa yang sedang kau sayang
Siapa yang sedang kau buru
Berterus teranglah dari kau terus menyiksaku
Logging in my Hotmail, MSN and lastly Facebook .
Hilman was okay while looking through my facebook .
But after that .
Hilman : Gi kenal2 dengan laki2 kat Facebook kau tu uh !
Me : You takmo uat I sot eh !
I was bad mood after that .
I umm-ed and uh-ed Hilman everytime he tell or ask me something .
: Kau bingit eh ?
Shutting up .
And again .
: EH kau bingit eh ? *shaking my legs
Again , shutting up .
: Kau nak balik ?
Same thing .
: Kau nak balik kan ? Okay okay .
Stared at each other till he reached the kitchen .
#
Void Deck .
: Sekarang kau bingit dengan aku ni kenape ?
Same thing , I shut up .
: Sekarang kau bingit dengan aku ni kenape ?! *shouting
: Bobal baik2 uh !
: Okay , kenape you bingit ?
: You should know .
: Pasal Facebook tuh ?! Eh , da terang2 aku main2 je kan !
He added,
: And kau da tau aku memang tak suka matair aku ada facebook semua kan ?! Kau sama macam si pukimak tu uh ! Kau nak balik, pi balik uh ! Mak dia peh puki !
He walked up front .
I turned around and walk fast .
He ran after me and grabbed my elbow .
: Aku tak pernah kasar dengan kau eh . Aku banyak sabar dengan kau tau !
: Lepaskan I !
He let go .
: Kau jangan buat aku hilang sabar ! Kau nak balik atau nak stay ?
I walked away slowly . He grabbed me again .
: Oi ! Kau betul nak balik ?
: Lepaskan I ! I tak suka macam ni uh ! *shouting
: Kau betul nak balik ? Bila kau jalan , kau jangan jumpa aku lagi tau ! Aku da tak nak dengar suara kau lagi ! And aku tak nak tengok muka kau lagi . Jalan la kau ! Jangan pusing balik !
I walked away fast .
Not even thinking of going back .
At that moment I know it was the end .
The End .
That word .
It make me cry that moment .
I've just wasted my 2 and the half years with him .
And it was all over .
But then he appeared next to me .
: Aku nak bobal dengan kau .
: Tak nak .
: Kau betul nak balik ?
: Ye .
: Aku nak bobal dengan kau dulu .
I walked the other way .
: Kau nak gi mana ?
: Balik la !
He stopped , I walked slowly .
: Kau tak akan jumpa aku lagi lepas ni tau . Dengar ape aku nak cakap dulu .
I stopped and turn around . We were few meters apart .
: Kau nak gi dengan kawan kau atau aku ?
: Siapa kata I nak jumpa kawan I ?
: Muka kau nak balik lepas ni ? Eh , aku kenal kau cukup2 la .
After this I didn't talk at all .
: Okay , kau nak balik atau nak stay dengan aku ?
: Aku da banyak sabar dengan kau ! Aku dengan ex aku semua mana aku kesah ! Dengan kau aku tetap sabar la eh ! Kau betul nak balik ?
: Kalau lepas ni kau pergi , aku akan go back to my past . Sumpah sial .
: Tak sangka kau pentingkan kawan kau eh ? Pergi uh dengan kawan kau tu ! Ye la kau sayang diorang lebih daripada aku pe . Takpe , aku boleh hidup sendirian la . Hidup sampai mati aku sendirian pun tak pasal uh !
: Kau masih tak nak stay kan ?
He walked away .
When I was sure he won't turn back and run after me , I hid and ran away .
At that moment .
Memories came back to me .
Our laughters ,
our fun times ,
our days of being together ,
And lastly , our promises .
I cried .
People watching .
But what the hell .
I cried in public so many times before .
And that moment , I know it will be my first cry of losing him permenantly .
By tomorrow , I doubt there are tears left .
I thought he will appear again next to me .
But it had been too long for me to think he will appear .
I heard keychains . I thought it was him .
But no .
When there was only left with one foot steps .
I never even thought it was him .
Then , I heard .
: Tetap aku akan cari kau la . Tetap aku akan ikut kau .
: You nak balik pe ?
I continue walking to the busstop , ignoring his voice .
: You betul nak balik ?
: You da tak nak I lagi pe !
When I reached ,
: You sini , I nak bobal dengan you .
I refused .
: Please you . I nak bobal dengan you . Please .
I turned to my right and walk with him .
I did not talk after this .
We walked to a place and sit .
He started talking .
: Tadi you kata I tak nak you ? Eh kalau I da tak nak you , I tak kejar you la !
: You boleh delete facebook you tu tak ? Kalau I kata I tak suka makna I tak suka !
: You nak pergi tinggalkan I eh ?
: Takpe , I da biasa hidup sorang .
: I tak akan lupakan you . I tak akan lupakan you .
He cover his face with his cap .
He started crying .
: Nanti kalau I da kaya , I masih tak akan lupakan you . I akan cari you . Biarkan sekarang I kehilangan you . Nanti lusa I tetap akan cari you . I orang tak ade banyak duit . Siapa nak I kan ?
:I sayang you . I sayang you .
: I tak kata I nak break tau . I tetap pada janji2 I . Next week keluar gi movie , I tak akan ikut tau . You enjoy dengan kawan2 you . I tak nak spoil the best day of your life .
He put on his cap and walked away .
While he walked away ,
: Tunggu sampai I lusa da ada duit . I akan tetap dengan you .
I sat there crying .
Do not know what to do .
He's gone , I repeat that in my head .
It's either I follow my ego or go after him .
I walked to the direction he went just now .
He was no where to be found .
Feel like screaming .
Instead , I pulled my hair , crying .
I looked for him everywhere .
Then , I saw him .
Luckily he was wearing his cap high .
He was approximately 100m away .
I ran while I was crying heavily .
I catch him by his arm and hugged .
: I'm sorry you , I'm really sorry .
He just wrapped his arm around me without saying a word .
He let me cry and let it all out .
I heard the music he was playing .
"Siapa Yang Rampas Cintamu"
I understood why he was listening to the song .
I cried even more harder .
Things were alright after that .
He want me to forget .
We seems very much alright after that .
While we were just walking around his place ,
I asked ,
: You , tadi you betul2 mengamok dengan I eh ?
: Mana ade ? You mimpi tu .
: I mimpi ke ?
: Ye , you mimpi .
: You pun ade mimpi yang sama eh ?
: Uhuh .
: Mimpi makna tak pernah terjadi and it will just be a dream tau . Boleh senang lupa tau .
: Ye la . Mimpi semua tak akan jadi betul la . I da lupakan da .
: Tapi tadi macam rasa mimpi I tu realiti .
: I pun sama .
: Kenape eh ?
: Entah pulak .
We laughed .
#
Siapa Yang Rampas Cintamu
- Ukays (Uk's)
Harapan hatiku ingin hidup bahagia
Tetapi mengapa sering saja hati ini diluka
Baru ku cuba nak bercinta lalu engkau pun buat angkara
Mengapa mesti aku yang menjadi mangsa
Harapan untuk kekalan hanya tinggal igauan
Walaupun telah aku bertahan tapi apa kan daya
Retak akhirnya kasih kita tanpa ku tahu apa punca
Mudah benar kau mematah dahan asmara
( korus )
Sampai bila harus diri ku begini... oh kekasih
Sampai bila mesti kau dera hatiku
Dimanakah janjimu yang kau tabur dulu
Sebelum kuserahkan cinta
Betapa... hancurnya hatiku
Siapa yang ganggu hatimu
Siapa yang rampas cintamu
Katakan padaku biarlah jelas segalanya
Siapa yang sedang kau sayang
Siapa yang sedang kau buru
Berterus teranglah dari kau terus menyiksaku
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