♥ LoveLane LoveStory ♥

I am sick . -Fever -Sore Throat -Running Nose -Body Ache -Headache I am scared of leaving you one day . I want us to at least get married before I die . Yesterday I cried because I was thinking about what if you die . I cannot live in this world without you . But what if I die ? What will you do ?

How can I go on with my life without you ? Tell me how ? I am thinking about you now . Thinking of what if one day you meet a girl and love at first sight ? Seriously , I cannot do anything . I will just cry till I die . I cannot live in a world without the love of my life . There are girls out there prettier than me . There are girls out there sexier than me . There are girls out there hotter than me . There are girls out there cuter than me . There are girls out there whiter than me . If one day you fall in love with any one of the girls , I promise you I will not change my mind about killing myself . I will really kill myself . If I can , I want to kill myself infront of you . I want to show you how much I really love you . If you don't believe me . Try to do it one day , and see you will be haunted by me one day . I love you too much .

You said all this : I nak uat apa2 semua untuk you . : I nak berubah . Taknak marah2 tak tentu pasal . Sekarang you marah I pun akan cakap sorry and senyum je . : I dah taknak kuatkan suara kat you lagi . I nak kasi you happy je selalu sekarang . : I sanggup buat apa2 untuk orang yang paling I sayang sekali . I takde niat jahat, dendam and apa2 lagi terhadap you . But when I asked why now then you nak berubah, you said . : Bukan dulu I taknak uat you. Jangan pikir gitu. Dari dulu I memang nak gitu dengan you. But takes time kan . Manusia tak terlepas dari kesilapan. I sayang you , Trust me. Then I asked what do you hate about me, you said . : Takde kebencian I terhadap you sekali pun. please jangan tipu I lagi, I tak suka . I have been waiting for you to be like this. I know one day you will berubah . And the day is today ! I want you to stay like this . I don't want you to change to the worst . I know there is something inside of you looking for a way to come out . And there you a...

For 3 days straight I was not able to sleep . I tried to think that you love me . But it was impossible . I got rid of Zaim who was my best friend . A friend who was there for me when you were mad at me . A friend who understood me alot when there were problems . A friend who care alot for me . A friend who I have been with for nearly 5 years . The only friend I could trust for my whole life . And I got rid of him because of you . I got rid of him as soon as possible because of you . Because I know I could still live without him . And because I know I could die without you . And you promised when I got rid of Zaim, you will change . But you did not . You were still the same . I was patient . I try to be but I just could not . At night I messaged you twice but you did not reply . I was bloody angry, so I messaged Nazeefah . At last when I told you what it was about , you wanted to know . It was about Zaim . You said I still need Zaim . I swear for my whole entire life ! I do not need hi...