now. no more sayangg.

FUCK LUH !!

im bloody BLOODY pissed off with him !!
no more wanna care about eu !!
i gave eu chance but what did eu do ?
eu did it again ..
eu FUCKING DAMN ASS HOLE !!
tomoro wanna meet me huh ?
nah !! i turned eu down .. dont ask why !!
perangai da mcm KEPALA BUTO ,, siape nk jumpa kan ?
dont tell me why i dont wanna listen to eu anymore ..
wah ,, eu boleh uat ape2 eu suke ,, abeh ii tkle uh ?
eu ikot rules mana huhs ? rules BAPAK KAU uh tuu !!
and yeah ,, for eu friends are alot more important huh ..
eu know what ? now i have friends who care alot for me than eu do ..
maybe i make a wrong decision before and im gonna change it !!
okay ,, friends are more important to me ..
today ,, if eu take it dont tell me eu love me or what !!
i will FUCKING dont care
and ii dont even wanna believe whatever eu are saying !!
prove it to me first b4 eu say it ..
tkmo nk step eu mabok and then eu tell me everything ..
ehk ,, orang mabuk pun boleh pikir luhs ..
that time ii mabuk ii still could think ..
but i know whatever i said its true .. coz i showed it to eu !!
but did eu ever mean what eu are saying ? i dont think so !
im not waiting for ur calls bcoz ii dont wanna hear anything from eu ..
sekarang ,, eu see ,, siape yang tk sayang siapa .. eu or me ?

PUKIMAK KAU !

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