joke or not?
yesterday i told cino bout the guys yang have a crush on me.
he went all crazy and said that i better off with them and forget bout him.
what is FUCKING wrong with him?
i did not even do a thing.
i did not even know them.he start his perangai.
and his perangai sounded exactly like he breaking up with me.
it is damn obvious he dun want me anymore.
i didnt even think and told him on the phone this;;
"eu nk kate ape lagi? cepat luhh im going and dun ever cari i!"
"eu nk pegi ane?"
"no need for eu to know since eu dont even care bout me."
i just hang up the phone.
i took everything i need and go out taking key and my brother's phone.
i message cino;;
"im out. never cari i."
he reply: "call i"
"for what? eu dun even care."
"call i please... im begging eu lika beggar"
"i had enough of being hurt! just let me go!."
i was already next to "shell station" it was 2a.m.he reply:
"EVERYTIME kiter gaduh i yang mengala, tu kater i tk syg eu?everytime eu nk bunuh diri i tahan, tu kater i tk syg eu?everytime eu suruh i amek eu kat skola mcm satu peh anjing, i amek eu, tu kater i tk syg eu?everytime eu ade problem i tolong eu, tu kater i tk syg eu?everytime walaupun i sakit i sanggup jumpa eu and jalan2 ngan eu, tu kater i tk sayang eu?"
i donno what to say... i just didnt reply...
then he message me again.
"kalao eu betul2 nk ilangkn diri, tkmo next time eu dgr khabar i eu nangis kluar darah ehk?"
i reply.
"eu nk uat ape eu uat luhhs. eu never love truely love me"
he reply.
"okae! eu menang! eu noe what. im being honest now! okae, i sygkan eu! i cintakan eu! i tkle idop tanpa eu! eu mean everyting to me! eu know why i was acting liddat just now? it is because hearing that TWO guy have a crush on eu really hurt me and i feel like im a loser now! please! if eu love me baleq rumah please! tkmo uat i mcm gini! i love eu fiqah, i really do!"
next message.
"i sanggup brubah untuk eu. i sanggup uat ape2 untuk eu. and i sanggup stop rioting and taking drugs just pasal eu. my only drugs that i cant stop is eu. i sayangkn eu okae."
i called him and we talk things over.
we are okae now.
he went all crazy and said that i better off with them and forget bout him.
what is FUCKING wrong with him?
i did not even do a thing.
i did not even know them.he start his perangai.
and his perangai sounded exactly like he breaking up with me.
it is damn obvious he dun want me anymore.
i didnt even think and told him on the phone this;;
"eu nk kate ape lagi? cepat luhh im going and dun ever cari i!"
"eu nk pegi ane?"
"no need for eu to know since eu dont even care bout me."
i just hang up the phone.
i took everything i need and go out taking key and my brother's phone.
i message cino;;
"im out. never cari i."
he reply: "call i"
"for what? eu dun even care."
"call i please... im begging eu lika beggar"
"i had enough of being hurt! just let me go!."
i was already next to "shell station" it was 2a.m.he reply:
"EVERYTIME kiter gaduh i yang mengala, tu kater i tk syg eu?everytime eu nk bunuh diri i tahan, tu kater i tk syg eu?everytime eu suruh i amek eu kat skola mcm satu peh anjing, i amek eu, tu kater i tk syg eu?everytime eu ade problem i tolong eu, tu kater i tk syg eu?everytime walaupun i sakit i sanggup jumpa eu and jalan2 ngan eu, tu kater i tk sayang eu?"
i donno what to say... i just didnt reply...
then he message me again.
"kalao eu betul2 nk ilangkn diri, tkmo next time eu dgr khabar i eu nangis kluar darah ehk?"
i reply.
"eu nk uat ape eu uat luhhs. eu never love truely love me"
he reply.
"okae! eu menang! eu noe what. im being honest now! okae, i sygkan eu! i cintakan eu! i tkle idop tanpa eu! eu mean everyting to me! eu know why i was acting liddat just now? it is because hearing that TWO guy have a crush on eu really hurt me and i feel like im a loser now! please! if eu love me baleq rumah please! tkmo uat i mcm gini! i love eu fiqah, i really do!"
next message.
"i sanggup brubah untuk eu. i sanggup uat ape2 untuk eu. and i sanggup stop rioting and taking drugs just pasal eu. my only drugs that i cant stop is eu. i sayangkn eu okae."
i called him and we talk things over.
we are okae now.
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