♥ LoveLane LoveStory ♥

sayang. eu really pissed me off. but i never hate eu. not once not ever, eventhough i say tht i do. no one have a perfect relationship. i want to. but with eu, i feel its PERFECT. ive been with eu nearly 1 year. people thaught its long. for me its not. it is just like 1 day. i need more time with you. i just hope eu wanted to. i want eu to love me like the way i do. i want eu to think bout me like how i always think bout eu. i love eu so much to let eu go. if eu think im the gurl eu say "i tkkn tinggalkn eu" but one day eu think i will;; IM FUCKING NOT THAT KINDA GURL!

yesterday i told cino bout the guys yang have a crush on me. he went all crazy and said that i better off with them and forget bout him. what is FUCKING wrong with him? i did not even do a thing. i did not even know them.he start his perangai. and his perangai sounded exactly like he breaking up with me. it is damn obvious he dun want me anymore. i didnt even think and told him on the phone this;; "eu nk kate ape lagi? cepat luhh im going and dun ever cari i!" "eu nk pegi ane?" "no need for eu to know since eu dont even care bout me." i just hang up the phone. i took everything i need and go out taking key and my brother's phone. i message cino;; "im out. never cari i." he reply: "call i" "for what? eu dun even care." "call i please... im begging eu lika beggar" "i had enough of being hurt! just let me go!." i was already next to "shell station" it was 2a.m.he reply: "EVERYTIME kiter gadu...

ingat tk hari ni? i ngan eu gdoh? da one week kiter gadoh. and it is so not because of me! never because of me! eu suka uat joke yang menyakitkn hati i! i sabar eu. yela. eu smua betul i smua salah pe. i tawu eu perfect... tk ya bilangg. nothing i do is ever right! i hate myself. when eu kater i salah, i will just hurt myself psl eu nye hati sakit psl i pe. i always thaught liddat. i tried to be like eu. tk kesah psl i; never want to confess u are wrong.; and never LOVE me. i noe you've been lying to me all this while. i noe we are nearly one year. kalao eu masih ngn i psl janji kiter tu uat per? means eu tk ikhlas ngn i kan? am i stupid?!

hello eu! for like the past few days. ive always have a smile on my face. kiter da tk gadoh lagi. can we stay like this forever. i really love it. I LOVE EU MY SAYANGG!!!