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DAY 1 - DAY 10

i miss you so much sayangg...
i cry everytime i pikir tentang eu.
i tkle stop crying la eu.
Bangun tdo nangis, dlm bus nangis, kat skola nangis,
kat uma nangis and nk tdo nangis.
24 hours nangis je!
i tk nk eu msok lagii.
da la eu... stop it lahh.
pargi keje je la laen kali...
i am not having fun here tau!
JANGAN UAT I MCM GNI LAGI LUHHS.
40 hari lama tau...
Tapii i tetap akn tunggu eu.
im sorry i da start smoking.
i tk nk secret2 ngn eu.
i promise myself after eu da kluar i akn stop!
i rather smoke than cutting myself.
i realli2 stress about eu.
URGH! WHY MUST EU MASUK!
and eu, tk mau lpskn i klao eu da kluar.
i macam da bruba bnyk se eu.
Tapi klau i ngn eu, i comfirm eu tkkn nmpk i bruba.
30 more days aru eu kluar. haiis.
VALENTINE'S DAY tk dpt celebrate.
9 MONTHS ANIVERSARY tk dpt celebrate.
10 MONTHS ANIVERSARY tk dpt celebrate
sedih tau i.
eu, i tawu eu tk trust i tapi satu laki pon i tk contact.!
i pikirkn eu je okae!

I MISS EU SO MUCH MUHAMMAD HILMAN!

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