Back to his first girlfriend - D .
It was a normal day . I was just excited to see him . It was almost noon when I reached his place . It all started to turn around when I saw a message from his friend . : Aku cuba tanye kay ? Man stop sudah la . And the FIRST thing that popped into my head was - DRUG . And I was right . He confessed after I asked him a lot of times . I cried when he wasn't looking . But he knew . Of course he knew ! I can't handle the pain anymore . I went out of his house and smoke and just smoke . Stick after stick . I let out all my anger , pain , everything . Then he came and sat beside me . Kept on saying sorry . Just sorry . I didn't say a thing . Not even a word . I feel like leaving him (Yes , a present tense .) But I know I can't live w/o him . I just wanna leave being suffocated . I left his house - hoping he would run after me . Note: He stopped running after me since he was released . Nothing . Not even a call . I sat down at our usual place , ...