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19 August Went down to study with darling . Decide to study Maths . While I was studying , this was what he did . His best camwhore I think . :P He didn't only do that . He did this too . He love my last tiny toe . That is why he did that . Okaaayyy , photo of the day . THE JOKER THE ACT CUTE

Privacy . . .

We have no privacy right ? Since you have read my blog , here it is . I DON'T THINK ABOUT AZRAI . I NEVER THINK ABOUT HIM LIKE HOW I THINK ABOUT YOU . That time when I posted the post @ my blog , I was thinking about him . But I didn't miss him . I don't think about him anymore . Just that one time I think about him . You talked to me just now like you don't believe me @ all . I don't care if you hate me , but believe me when I say that I don't think about him anymore . Stop thinking about what I don't do . You didn't even ask me anything and you just assumed that I still love him . That is what you thought right ?

Fight . . .

The most worst day of my life . I fought with my parents BADLY . So to make the story short , I want to meet Him that night . So I messaged him : I nak jumpa you . I tak sangka diorang sampai buat gini . I need you . : Bersabar u..i ada..Bsk i jumpa u okay..i promise.. : Tak nak ! I nak jumpa you sekarang ! : Syg,dngr kate i ok..bsk i akan jumpa u..kalau i jumpa u sekarang nant ur mum report police..i tak nak ape2 jadi kat u..i sygkn u.. : I nak jumpa sekarang ! : I janji bsk pagi i jumpa u..i tk g keje..pls : I need you now , NOW ! : Syg,i janji nari i tkn tido..i iakn tman u smpai bsk pagi u kua skul then jumpa i..i akn ngn u bsk smpai mlm..i janji demi cinta i..i akn jaga u.. : I taknak gi school besok ! Promise me you meet me ! : Ok i janji.. : I mean NOW ! : Syg,pls sabar jap k..lagi jap u dah jumpa i..pls syg,dgr ckp i..Pls.. : I nak BREAK UP ! : Syg,pls jgn uat i gni..Pls.. I did not reply him at all ! I don't bother at all ! At that moment , I feel like I don't wan tot ...

Questions after question .

I keep on thinking about so many questions to myself . Most of them are related to me and you , Hilman . But some of them just I couldn't tell you . I don't want to hurt you anymore . Just hope one day you can understand what I really feel somehow . Question 1 : Will we ever be together forever ? That is the question that is the most I think about . I'll be answering to myself that we will be together forever because we love each other . And then I paused and think ; many things can happen in years to come . Maybe we do love each other right now . But in like a few years , our love could slowly decrease towards each other . And that is what I don't want to happen . Question 2 : Are you still thinking about your exes ? That probably will happen when you read the question above right now . Of course when I start talking about them , you would think about them . But what if I didn't ? Did you think about them too . Maybe you love them more than me . Maybe you want them...