♥ LoveLane LoveStory ♥

So today I just have to let everything out of my mind . I have to learn to forgive and forget with Hilman . I have to erase my ego . I have to treasure my relationship with Hilman . So I went to East Coast Park a.k.a Memory Lane . The FIRST time we meet each other . I went to the exact place . The sun was blazing Hot ! I don't think I can survive without my shades . The path when I walk together with Hilman, Apek, Nadhirah . How I recognise this place ? It was that tree . I remember sitting on this bench with Hilman . : You , you tadi gi swimming kan ? You swimming kat sini ? *pointing to the swamp : Ish ! Tak la ! Kotor nye . When we both were alone at last , we sat on the side of the swamp . Everything was so clear in my mind . A place where everything starts . A place where everything changes . And a place where I found true love .

After we celebrated his birthday. No thank you . After we lepak @ his house . Still no thank you . And after we are bored sitting around his house , we went down and sit @ our usual place . Again , not even a thank you . He was in his typical bad mood whenever he thinks about money and life . I just don't like it . But I can't say anything because I know its been troubling him since . I don't mind him saying about money or his life . But what he said that night made me mad . Him: Tak pernah seumur hidup I, bila birthday I, I pokai rabak. Birthday pun boring . Hidup da memang boring . Takde duit . . . Kerja macam sial . . . Yang case ni pun sama ! Birthday I dulu . . . . . . . . . BLA BLA BLA ! I was quiet the whole time . In my head, I was thinking that i bought the cake and tried to celebrate with him but not even hearing a thankyou from him, this was what i get ? Complain complain complain ! What the hell ! When I took the bus, I messaged him . Me: I'm your worst ...

On 27 January He's 22nd Birthday . Oldeeeeeee ! I wish . . . I wish . . . On the night of his birthday , he said something that he shouldn't have said . From the time I kiss him goodbye till exactly 12:06am I did not answer his calls . He left exactly 86 miss calls and 13 messages . Amazing ! The story later .