♥ LoveLane LoveStory ♥

gonna be a LONG post .. im both happy and MAD !! why ? let see .. today aku jumpa dier kat umah dier .. mak dier masih ader kat umah ,, so we were like crazy over the lenses .. he kept on wanting to open it and wear it .. irritating kan ? bla bla bla .. then his mom and jat off to geylang ,, so only left me ,, him ,, ramadhan at home .. im on his bed talking about some stuff and he kept on getting messages .. he told me its ecal asking him to meet him tonight lepak2 .. so ,, ii believe him luhs .. bcoz da lama tk gdoh psl pompan laiin .. guess what ? when he went to bathe ,, i took his hp .. this is what i saw .. INBOX : ecal : ko nk stim tk nari ? ecal : man malam ko jumpa aku tk ? kter stim sama2 . SENT ITEMS : him : nk him : aku aru bangun tdo uhs .. so ,, in order : ecal : man malam ko jumpa aku tk ? kter stim sama2 . him : aku aru bangun tdo uhs .. ecal : ko nk stim tk nari ? him : nk i put back down the phone when i heard him calling me from the toilet .. he told me to get his ph...

FUCK LUH !! im bloody BLOODY pissed off with him !! no more wanna care about eu !! i gave eu chance but what did eu do ? eu did it again .. eu FUCKING DAMN ASS HOLE !! tomoro wanna meet me huh ? nah !! i turned eu down .. dont ask why !! perangai da mcm KEPALA BUTO ,, siape nk jumpa kan ? dont tell me why i dont wanna listen to eu anymore .. wah ,, eu boleh uat ape2 eu suke ,, abeh ii tkle uh ? eu ikot rules mana huhs ? rules BAPAK KAU uh tuu !! and yeah ,, for eu friends are alot more important huh .. eu know what ? now i have friends who care alot for me than eu do .. maybe i make a wrong decision before and im gonna change it !! okay ,, friends are more important to me .. today ,, if eu take it dont tell me eu love me or what !! i will FUCKING dont care and ii dont even wanna believe whatever eu are saying !! prove it to me first b4 eu say it .. tkmo nk step eu mabok and then eu tell me everything .. ehk ,, orang mabuk pun boleh pikir luhs .. that time ii mabuk ii still could thin...

ive always listen to eu .. ii will always do it straight away when eu told me to .. ALWAYS !! but why cant eu ? why cant eu just listen to me? eu would say okay ,, but sonner or later eu will do it again !! ii thought eu quit it already !! but eu have not !! ii am angry at eu just now !! eu know ur mistake !! there is no need for eu to say "abe nk mngamok!" ii marah because ii care !! ii dont want eu to go back to ur past !! ii hold back my tears hearing that .. ii know eu heard my breathing ,, its loud isn't it ? eu looked at me when eu heard the loudest one .. eu stared at me long enough to realise im crying inside .. of coz i looked down .. ii dont want eu to see my tears in my eyes .. ii know that eu know that you are wrong .. if eu are not ,, eu will try to show that eu are not in the wrong .. ii know eu too well .. yeah ,, eu could just lie to me that eu wont take it .. eu told Prashanth that eu just gonna accompany them .. im not born yesterday luhs !! ii know eu...

i just called him just now .. he really wierd .. me : hello ? eu ,, eu masih kat luar ? him : a'a ,, eu ,, i sayang eu tau !! me : i sayangg eu too ,, pkol brape eu nk alek ? him : i vey very love love you so much !! me : i love eu too ,, pkol brape eu nk alek ni ? him : skejap lagi .. eu? me : ye .. ? him : ii saaaaayaaangg eu !! me : i sayang eu too ,, bsok eu keje kan ? him : ye me : abeh tk baleq ? cepat baleq luhs .. him : okay2 .. me : nari tdo pkol brape ? him : lmbt luhs ,, sayang tunggu i kan ? me : ye .. ii tunggu ,, cepat tau alek .. him : ye sayang .. i sayang euu !! me : eu da knape? k luhs ,, bye .. him : i sayang eu !! bye SAYANG !! LOL ? ala ,, skejap je .. malam ni mesti laiin ..