Updates .
It has been so long since my last post . Fortunately I'm still with him (: Celebrated his birthday on 27 January . We had our ups and downs everyday . But somehow I had a feeling that this ups and downs are an answer that we won't be long together. ): Sayang , yes I am angry with you most of the time . And it is only because I remembered about our past . It is hurtful . Even words can't describe . I don't know . Maybe I do want you to leave me . But I know that I'll be hurt . So I rather be with you even if it hurts . But the hurt is different than you leaving me . If you could read my heart , I would let you . Listen to what I really feel that I just could show . I love you sayang . Forever and Always .