♥ LoveLane LoveStory ♥

Can you be there for me right now ? Your answer : No . My heart hurts without you around . You don't understand at all .

I told you to cover it up 2 years ago . TWO YEARS AGO ! I do want you to cover that name . But not when I feel like I am forcing you to do it . I want you to willingly do it for me . Not like you were forced and unwillingly doing it . That is what I feel . You told me like you macam nak, tak nak hilangkan nama tu . So seriously , I gave up . Your Money , Your Tattoo . Do what you want . Still, I love you .

You promised not to even look at other girls/woman . Next time don't you promise me anything if you can't even do it . Promise me something and you did not even do, it hurts a lot more . Remember we quarreled about you glimpsing at a girl several times ? It was actually your fucking fault but you shouted at me instead ! You don't know how bloody angry I was but I don't want to make things worst . YOU LOOK AT GIRL AND I'M THE ONE WHO GOT SCOLDED ?!!! What the hell ? This time , I don't want to care . You hurt me again . You promised to let me be happy . Again , you broke your promise . Go ahead with the one you love to stare at and leave me . If that make you happy , I'm speechless .

I am sorry for hurting you . I am sorry for not trusting you . I am sorry for making you angry . I am sorry for not believing in you . The most important part was I am sorry for hurting you . But sometimes you are the one who hurt me without knowing it . Let me list all of it . : you look at girls : you still have Lisa's name : you left me alone and go with your friend : you still take drugs when I told you not to ! Don't you realized it yet ? I love you Hilman but you never listen to me . :( Hais . .