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Word Vomit

I know you love Lisa . I know you don't love me . I am leaving soon . I know you'll be happy :) Goodbye .

Happy Birthday Sayang .

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DARLING , HILMAN ! Haha , you da tua ! Da tua tapi perangai macam bdak2 kecik ! Muka pun da no more cute face :P Mine are still fresh ! :P Look . If you say it's not , at least BETTER THAN YOURS ! Hahahaha . But still , ILOVEYOU no matter what :)

Migraine . -.-

Hilman , You are sick for like 3 days of migraine . Unbelievable . But I am the one who is there to nurse you . I sacrificed . I care . I love . but I hear no Thank You . Hopefully you are alright tomorrow :)

Couple or Friends ?

No more hugging , no more holding hands , no more ILY , only A kiss a day . Always 'kau , aku' , always vulgarities , always quarrel , no more 1hr+ calls . What's this ? Couple or Friends ? I don't think we ever last . Seriously ! Anyway , he's working .. So I won't be seeing his face that much .. Holidays we seems SO SO close ! But why like this now ?

You are Just Pretending !

I wanna tell eu I don't love eu . But I want eu to love me . I wanna tell eu that I don't need eu . But I need eu to be here with me everyday . I wanna leave eu . But I want eu to take me back . I hate eu . But I love eu . Just came back from leaving him alone with his friends . He went off to kedai and leave me with his 2 friends . I went off . Eu told me eu love me . I don't think eu do . Eu told me I am ur life . I don't believe eu . Eu promised me that eu will never leave me . Soon , eu will , trust me . I just wish I could be strong to handle all this things . Why can't I let him go ? It's nice to know that eu were there . Thanks for acting like eu care . And making me feel like I was the only one . -My Happy Ending (Avril Lavigne) Hilman , stop pretending and show me how eu truely feel . I know eu can't let me go because eu scared I'm gone . It is not that eu love me . I won't threaten eu this time . Tell me everything I need to know . If eu re...

quarrel again ?

Have fun if eu really break up with me tomorrow . Perangai yang tkle berubah is eu ! NOT ME ! urgh ! like i said , LICK YOUR MOTHER PUSSY THEN TELL ME ASS !