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let me just say it ALL OUT!

cino. the break up is only a joke. eu think its funny asking for break up just like that? everyday we meet, we seems so happy. but on the phone. it was like hell! it is just because i didn't see ur face while im talking to eu, it doesn't mean eu can make jokes that really hurt me and make me cry on the phone. and the next day eu can easily say it is just a joke. fine, it is just a joke. but eu didnt know how bad it hurts for hearing all those thing eu said. sometime eu ask for sex i rejected, eu know why? it is because, eu make me hurt so badly and eu could just happily said that eu want to have sex! hello? who eu think i am? a doll on a street? come on man! and the next minute eu gonna say " eu tk sayang i uh ". FYI EU ARE THE ONE WHO TK SAYANG I! ask urself first luh guy. okae. maybe im the first gurl eu ever listen and did those things that i ask eu to do so. but it doesnt mean that eu love me. for eu is sayang izzit? maybe for ur case it is, but for me NO! e...

one year and i love eu!

sayang... i thaught kiter tkkn sampai 1 year tau. its unbelievable. dengan i nye prangai... and eu nye prangai jgak... but hey... a new year. a new beginning. im gonna change for eu. i love eu so much!

iiloveeu!

right now. right this minute. right this second. im crying bout eu. i slalu suka pikir neagative. eu. i tk nk jadi mcm ex eu. i tk nk eu tinggalkn i mcm eu tinggalkn diorang smua. i betul2 sayangkn eu. i nk eu ngn i selamanya. i nk ngn eu! eu. ubah perangai eu sikit luhs pls. last week, 2 kali eu minta break. i tk tau betul ke tk. but please dont do it again. I LOVE EU SO SO MUCH!

eu hurt me.

eu asking me to hate eu. eu say this: tengok kat mirror tu dulu then tell me whether eu ngn i suit tk. SYIOK SENDIRI! EHK KLAO MACAM GINI JE... KITER TKKN KAHWIN LUHS. ADER HATI NK KAHWIN NGAN AKU KONON. LUPAKAN JE LUHS! i tkkn lupakan tau. walaupun how hard my heart to accept that. i will try to calm down. biar i sabar sampai i mati.. i da tk nk bunuh diri lagi. i da tk nk. our relationship still goes on. tapi klao jodoh da tk de... i sanggup terima keyakinan. sayangku yang ku sayang seumur hidupku... HILMAN... aku tak akan lepaskn kau!