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break up?

skola i sekarang da tk ckp nama eu lagii. since i da blang diorang kiter da break. haha... fake one of coz! skola diam sikit... klao tk sane cino sini cino... tk habis2...

WTF!

after skool ade test. after that jumpe eu. sial luhs. i jumpe eu pnat2 eu uat prangai sial! ehk. laen kali malas luh klao eu cm tu je. pnat2 i gi sane sial. dari skola lakk tuu. EGO FUCKER! DA LA!!!

you really truly love me.

eu. when eu nangis kat i patang tadi. i felt like i tkkn uat problem lagi. eu are the one. i sayangkn eu so much! tapi tolong tkmo simpan2 benda please. im ur gurlfren. i NEED to noe sayangg. eu. i really tkle tengok eu nangis. eu akn uat i nangis jgak. i really love eu sayangg. do not worry okae? i slalu uat prangai pasal eu mcam tk sayangg i. but now i knoe eu sayangg i. theres no nid for me to be puzzled. EU. I SAYANGG YOU SO SO MUCH!!! iloveyou!!!

you will know one day.

i fucking love u tapi u tk kesa. everyday i tk pena lupa nk kate i sayang eu. skarang sape yang sayang sape? nothing i do is right! yela... smua i salah pe... smua eu btol pe. everyday i cry bout eu. hoping besok eu tkkn give up kn i. i nk kiter slalu senyum je. tapi kadang i yang uat hal. haiis itu i nye fault. tapi biler nga happy2. eu bring my mood down. sape tk marah kn? itu pasal i slalu pikir ukan2. and eu. klao i tk sayang eu. i skarang da cari laki laen la eu. apsl i tkde laki laen? OBVIOUSLY i sayangkn eu kn?! haiis. i da tk nk waste my time lagi la kate i sayang u ni smua. feeling macam i da tk guna dlm hidup eu lagi per! just hoping one day before i die eu get to read this blog. I LOVE EU HILMAN! I REALLY2 DO!

Day 30... Last day for him. LIAR!

DAY 30 Wake up around 9 todae. tk uat ape2 except maen computer smpai pkol 6. my family smua kluar. maen bowling... At 7 i kol ur FUCKING phone. IT RINGS! How can it rings?! Ouh yea. Eu PENIPU! Faiz blang i eu kluar nari. So it is 30 hari ukan 40 hari, SUNDAL! ehk tk pe. im fine with it. have fun for ur 10 remaining days. im here waiting for eu. but eu never wanna missed call my house fucker! URGH! just have fun! ITKRINDUEU!

Day 29

DAY 29 todae pegi east coast park. i nangis bler i pegi sane. i jalan2 kat pond yang first time we meet. eu. i miss eu so much. i nk ngn eu baleq! kluar cepat eu!... eu i need help luhs eu. ur gurl need eu so much!!! IRINDUEU!

day 28

DAY 28 tk uat ape2 se eu. damn boring! then hazirah ajak kluar gi library. i pegi uhx. boring per kt umah. 3 hours je kt library then baleq. thats all. boring kn?! IRINDUEU!

Day 27

DAY 27. tk uat ape2. kat umah aje. then my family smua kluar. i sorang kt umah. sedih kn? bler diorang baleq. i tk dpt ape2 pon. my adeqbradik smua dpt benda. haiis... bler eu kluar?! IRINDUEU!

Day 26

DAY 26 pegi tuition je eu. boring sehh. ouhh then bler tgh tuition break i pegi mkn. then satu guy dari my tuition minta my number. i tk de kn. i tk bagi luhhs. lagi pon i tk nk bagi pon. eu. i tk contact laki laen pon seh! trust me tau! love eu! I RINDU EU!

Day 25

DAY 25 todae i pegi skola. then miss zu cari psl. sial luhhs cikgu tu! hate her so so much!!! after that lpak2 ngn hazirah and nazeefah. kter bobal2 psl eu. i raser mcm nk nangis then diorang pujuk i. after that i pegi madrasah. i skip lagi... da 7 weeks i tk pegi madrasah. tu je la i uat. IRINDUEU!

Day 24

DAY 24. todae sport day. i tk pegi... i pegi uma hazirah. then we go town. honestly, guys keep staring at us. yucks! lpas tu pegi compass point. jalan2... maen kat timezone... then pegi library. after that balek. thats all... I RINDU EU!

Day 23

DAY 23 nari i skip skool. mrajok ngn my parents. then my father da give up ngn i. eu. i tk nk my prents give up completely seh eu. nnti i nk dpt duit dari mane? eu... everytime i kne marah ngn my parents. i slalu teringatkn eu. i just wish eu kat sni. and eu le tenangkn hati i sikit. but eu tk de. i miss eu so much eu! everyday i rite down al this thing ukan suke2. i just want to prove to eu that i will never forget eu no matter what! it is up to u to trust me onot. i really2 love eu sayangg! trust me please! I RINDU EU!!!

Day 22

DAY 22 todae pegi skola. name i 3 kali masuk disiplline book. benci luhhs cikgu tuu. then after skool gi library ngn hazirah. lpas tu lpak bwah blok hazirah isap rokok. then i tros balek! boring sehh eu tkde. I RINDU EU!

Day 21

DAY 21 tk pegi skola. malas. lagi2 i pon penat sehh. kat uma tdo smpai pkol 1.30... then uat bodoh. tgk tv smua tu je luhhs. boringg la seyyh! that all for todae! boringg knn? I RINDU EU!

Day 20

DAY 20 bangun... pegi tuition... have fun... dancing... mcm biase... the thing in my head is eu! always eu. nangis je tentang eu... da 20 hari tau eu... im still waiting no matter what! many things happened. tapi dalam pikiran i mesti eu je! eu bole kate, "I TK NMPK PE, EU BOLE TIPU" eu dunno everytime i tdo i nangis smpai i tk le nangis. i tk le tdo klao i tk tawu how are eu doing. i skrg da tkt. MAS SELAMAT is out there. what if one day i kne ape2? i tk nk mati sebelum jumpa eu. please eu, after eu kluar, bruba eu plz! but i still want ur oldself tau... I RINDU EU I SAYANG EU!

Day 19

DAY 19 satu hari i tk uat ape2 tapi kat tuition from 7.30-9.30pm. eu nk i uat pe lagi kn. bler tuition i nangis tentang eu je whenever i resting... i reallt tk le lupakn eu. imagine eu break ngn i... OMG!!! NO WAY!!! I RINDU EU!

Day 18

DAY 18 pegi skola mcm biase. after skool lepak ngn hazirah, nazeefah and aini. bler lepak i bad mood... pikir2 tentang eu. cuma hazirah je nmpk i nga pikir psl eu. i really miss eu sayangg! 22 more days and it seems so so long! after lepak my dad call aini nye phone. i pegi tuition. smpai 9.30 pm. ngntok seh eu. nga tdo, i dgr lagu2 eu. eu, everywhere i go i think of eu. this shows i syanggkn eu kn!!! i love eu so much! I RINDU EU!