haiss

gonna be a LONG post ..
im both happy and MAD !!
why ? let see ..

today aku jumpa dier kat umah dier ..
mak dier masih ader kat umah ,,
so we were like crazy over the lenses ..
he kept on wanting to open it and wear it .. irritating kan ?
bla bla bla ..
then his mom and jat off to geylang ,,
so only left me ,, him ,, ramadhan at home ..
im on his bed talking about some stuff and he kept on getting messages ..
he told me its ecal asking him to meet him tonight lepak2 ..
so ,, ii believe him luhs .. bcoz da lama tk gdoh psl pompan laiin ..
guess what ? when he went to bathe ,, i took his hp ..
this is what i saw ..

INBOX :
ecal : ko nk stim tk nari ?
ecal : man malam ko jumpa aku tk ? kter stim sama2 .

SENT ITEMS :
him : nk
him : aku aru bangun tdo uhs ..

so ,, in order :
ecal : man malam ko jumpa aku tk ? kter stim sama2 .
him : aku aru bangun tdo uhs ..
ecal : ko nk stim tk nari ?
him : nk

i put back down the phone when i heard him calling me from the toilet ..
he told me to get his phone ..
when i gave him , aku blang ni ,,

me : eu nari nk amek benda kan ?
him : kau merepek uh kau !
me : kau yang merepek bodoh !

then he kept quiet ..
i went out to the living room ..
while tengok cerita Robin Hood ,,
pikir2 alek uh knape dier nk kne tipu aku ? !!
aku nangis uhs pasal dissapointed in him ..
aku tk perasan dier kat sebla aku tengok aku ,,
bler aku pusing kanan ,, aku nampak dier ,,
terus aku pusing kiri lap air mata aku luhs ..
then dier kiss aku ,, konon nk tunjukkan aku yang dier sorry luh tu ..
after that ,, lpas dier da siap2 ,, aku tunggu dier kat lift uh ..
then dier tunjuk aku bracelet name "FIQA" tuu .. [our couple bracelet]
dier kater dier at last jumpa ,, and that time dier pkai ..
and aku masih bad mood ,, so aku kate "ye" je uhs ..

kter kat busstop going to East Point ..
tiba2 dier kiss aku ,, aku senyum je luhs ..
abeh dier kiss aku one more time ,, aku tk uat ape2 ..
then dier kate ,, "abeh tk kiss i ?"
ape lagi aku kiss dier je uhs ..
da lama dier tk mcm nii ,, knape tiba2 ?
then kat dalam bus ,, he grab tangan aku and kiss lama2 ..
air mata aku tiba2 turun ,, tk tawu luh knapa ..
dier wipe mata aku and kata ,, "da la eu ,, i sayang eu luhs"

then till aku balik kter happy2 ..

but then bler aku sampai uma ,, aku call dier ..
first call was okay ..
tapi bler 2nd call ,, dier kata dier ade hal ..
aku takut dier gaduh ,, so aku blang dier tkmo gadoh ..
dier kate dier tkkn .. tapi aku takut ..
and some more dier dngn ecal and prashanth ..
ini lagi uat aku tk suka !! comfirm dier amek benda lagi kan ?!
URGH !! bencinye aku !!

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