♥ LoveLane LoveStory ♥

Sayang , I'm still suffering here without you . STILL SUFFERING . But I guess I'll be better as soon as I see you . I really wish you will talk . I want to hear what you will say . I need to know everything . Why ? Why you have to do that sayang ? I blame myself for this . I really do . And sayang , I'm still writing to you . I'm just waiting for the address so that I can send it to you . I'm hoping you will reply . Hais , sayang . . . My heart is weak without you here . I feel incomplete . It's like half of me is gone . I need you here sayang . I need you so much . My love is only for you forever .

I MISS YOU !

Sayang , I can't believe I am still alive after all the hurting that I'm feeling right now . It hurts so much sayang . Even words can't describe . I miss you so so so so much . I baru lepas attachment . I cried during my break because I would always call you whenever I'm going break . I love you so much sayang . I akan tetap tunggu you . And kalau satu hari you bilang I yang you actually ade hubungan dengan pompan lain , I akan uat you pilih antara I atau dia . And kalau you pilih dia , honestly sayang , I akan cuba semua cara untuk I mati . I cintakan you sampai akhir hayat . And kalau sayang tak sayang I dengan ape yang I da uat untuk you , Hati I sedih you , lebih rela mati . Sebab sekarang , hati I nga tahan . RINDU SANGAT KAT SAYANG ! AHHHHHHHHHHH !

Sayang , it has been a week sayang . Seven days without hearing your voice . Eight days without feeling you . Sayang , honestly sayang . It is really killing me . I just started my attachment today . Everyday before I reach to the hospital , I would call you . But not now anymore . There isn't any good luck from you . I lost my good luck charm . Everytime after my attachment , I would take a bus to your place and take 45 right ? Sayang , it hurts so much looking at your place . I called your mum and I came over to your place sayang . I talked to your mum . I told him how much I miss you . And she misses you too sayang . I get to know some things that I should have known but you never tell . Sayang you have to tell me at the letters okay sayang ? Let my heart at peace please sayang . I will always love you . And sayang ! I took your necklace . Hee (:

I'm back from outing . I tak beli ape2 pun sayang . I cuma beli earpiece aje . PINK of course . Hee (: I miss you so much sayang . When I'm outside , I asyik pikirkan you je sayang . But I didn't cry . Thats good I guess . But the hurting part is when I go home alone . You will always be on the phone to teman I balik . But now everytime I balik and everytime I keluar , I will never get to call you . Sayang , it really hurts sayang . It really does sayang . Please stop doing this to me okay ?

I'm going out soon sayang . I always call you first whenever I go out with someone else . And I will always call you when I'm on my way home . But not now . No more . I miss you . I always say that . I really miss you sayang . I miss you so much !

Only 6 days passed sayang . Only 6 days . I hate that number for now . I miss you so much sayang . What am I to do here ? Imagine if it's 16 of every month , for 12 months I won't be celebrating with you . TWELVE MONTHS ! What about our 5 years sayang ? What about our 5 years anniversary ??? I'll be seeing you on every 16 if possible . Ya allah , I miss you so much sayang . It's killing me whenever I'm alone . I know I will see you soon . So , I'll just be patient and wait . I love you sayang , always .